Bryan Chong Wei Ren

4/03/11

2011-03-04T11:21:00.002+08:00

Exams are over as of 2/03/11

School's out! Time for me to start training hard soon! Starting from this Sun/Mon :))

Hehehehe I must maximise my time to train hard/eat well and meet with good friends.

Dannnngg its indeed quite difficult to chase girls sometimes :/

Anyway, I may blog here and there so PEACE!

LilBryan

7/1/11

2011-01-07T22:31:00.003+08:00

Ooooh i have not blogged for a while and as time does not permit me to do so, i guess i won't blog often but ah well!

I seem to have an interest towards bodybuilding. I know it sounds funny or unrealistic. But i am extremely motivated by key bodybuilders such as Arnold, franco and Lou ferrigno. But especially so in Sg, i have seen skinny guys become quite big. All.from.bodybuilding. Seems like my training/lifestyle now is skewed towards bodybuilding

iGUESS i will be hitting the iron lots. I know its tough but with my Dad as a coach and friend's support, i hope i can make it. I just wanna be bing.bang.bong. Basically, i just wanna be big ! :D

Hopefully, in 2 years time! I just gotta train hard , eat hard , and rest hard ! :D

- I am kind of setting my sights on the Muscle War in 2013 so i gotta try and bulk up and hopefully develop a body that is eligible to participate in this !

I know its alot easier said then done so i should say less and just do it! :3

Iphone rawks!

Bryan

10/10/10

2010-10-09T23:54:00.001+08:00

It is 10/10/10

SIGH. ):

THINK BIG. BE BIG.

bryan

9/10/10

2010-10-09T23:51:00.001+08:00

Long time since i post and this has to0 be such a lousy one.

WOW fk this! Seriously fk this. Fk ivp. Fk everything.

POLITE WAS SERIOUSLY SCRWD LIKE HOW A GAY ASS FAG GETS SCRWD BY A NOOBHOLE. Everything gets scrwd like some whimpy gay kid. Whatever! IM JUST SO GAWD DARNED PISSED AND ANNOYED WITH EVERYTHING. I MISS WEIGHTS! i really miss em like hell. Im so dam scrawny like a stick. Everything can be removed off me like that. I really fail, seriously. I fail. Like fk. Like fk. Look. Im like some deaf loser. Wow. LOOK! YAYA whatever lah. My swimming is really like cock and kns., train train liddat also still fail. wow whatebver shit excuses u give. IDFC. U can fk this all up. POLITE FKED ME NICELY IN THE ESS EH! WALAO! ): its so dam sian! POLITE THEN IVP. I still need to train my fricking ess off. I feel dam deprived of weights. Like a dam drug. I ask for it nicely, it gets turned away. YALAYALA MY BODY FRICKING SUCKS. WHATEVER I DO, ALSO NO POINT. I FEEL SO PENT UP. I FEEL LIKE EXPLODING. WOW MOTHA FLYING FK. Ninarbu cb tmd kaopei kaobu kj knnccb! fkfkfkf! fk everything seriously .WOW things look dam bad. Swimming, im not even improving. wtf why sia. from march till now. IM DAMN FAIL. REAL F-A-I-L. GOOD JOB BRYAN EH! YAY FK YOU LA CB.

Damn it, then weights i also not steady myself. I have to keep relying and blabla. It fricking sucks. If not, later ill get injured and whateve4r shit. Yaya nice life. Break my bones AND BALLS and get scrwd up. ANd f this. WOW its so not like me to type all this. buT I apologise but im feeling so fricking annoyed and mad! SIAN LAH FK! fkfks[gf-lkgfb[d

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then i hAVE TO MOVE ROOM! COS OF HER! YA LA YA LA THEN SACRIFICE TV AND TV TABLE. I KNOW I KNOW! Filial piety but i also feel dam pissed and upset. Masking it may help but nah, thats how i really feel. BUt what the flying fk can we do. Unfair to her, this and that. oh fk that seriously. i should really go get laid. WALAO way kaopei lah. I everything also complain, ppl also make sacrifices for me on spend shit load of $ on me, a useless asshole. Wtf is this., I feel so damned hopeless and damned. Why the fk is all this. BecAUSE OF WEIGHTS? i really dk man! But i really cannot wait for 31st of Oct to come man! Ill frickimng damn jACK IT FKING OFF WITH ANTHONY AND CELEBRATEW BITCH! fk yeah! fk you ivp man! suck my balls! 7 events i think. LMAO i dun give afrixking shit anymore. im typing this , with clenced up fists and a fked up face and thoughts. see, i think i ultimately fail still. WALAO im so pathetic sia. Everything also fail. Even socially, i frickin fail.

I SO FKING FAIL~

EVERYTNING. FKFGPDRGJFTKBGMJDFVKFKSFSKFKSRF FKFKFFKFKFKF NOW I SLEEP LATE ALSO. THEN ILL BE TIRED AND WHATEVER SHIT. OH FK U BRYAN! UR REALLY FULL OF FKING SHIT. I DOM N['T SPARE A THOUGHT FOR OTHERS. I REALLY OUGHT TO HGET ONE HELL OF ABITCH ASS TIGHT SLAP TO WAKE UP MY FRICKING IDEA. I FEEL SO ANNOYED AND MAD AND CRAZY. WTH WTHFUCK. IM ROTTING AWAY. NOEWIFDRJHEWORFIT3\]
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\I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT THE HELL I AM TYPING. JUST TYPING RANDOM STUFF.

SORRY MAN, I KNOW IM REALLY RUDE AND WHATEVER. I DESERVE TO GET A SLAP AND WHATEVER.

BUT FK THAT TOO. THATS HOW I FEEL NOW AND NOTHING CHANGES. I FEEL DAM ANGRY BUT I "HAVE NO DAM RIGHT" TO GET ANGRY. I GET ANGRY, I GET SCOLDED AND WHATEVER SHIT AND BLABLABLA ! OH FK THAT! FK E BVERYTHING ! FKFKFKFK

WAA I REALLY USING ALOT OF FK AH? NICE NICE! GOOD JOB! U REALLY FAIL U FKER YOU. BRYAN FK YOU AND WAKE UP YOUR IDEA. im just so so so wrong., i nbeed to get some cigs/booze and get laid. seriously. im full of mind shit and shit.

i better .. idk lah. zzz

siannnnnnn....

FML im sorry.

Bryan =(

7/04/10

2010-04-07T17:47:00.003+08:00

Training tmr ! Not going swimming (:

HAHA sch's next Wednesday ( 14/4)

orientation!

yes see! Aud i blogged! (:

and good job and your medals! Ger, you too on your gold!

Jas, nevermind if u didn't win anything! bryan says you can do better next time :)

tc all!

bryancwr

28/03/10

2010-03-28T21:13:00.002+08:00

grandpa's funeral has been settled sigh. iwill miss you and will keep my promise!

SNAG is over - did better with 2 pbs but i can do better.

Sch is starting in 3 weeks.. let's brace u for a new phase in education! I will do my best! (:

training tmr and tuesday! Let's go!!

bryancwr

13/3/10

2010-03-13T16:05:00.006+08:00

Hi all. I have not posted for a really long long time :/

This post may not be grammatically correct, sound right or w/e. But this is my feeling.

This morning i did not go for swimming training as i decided to give my body a little rest.

yeah, grandpa was fine and he has been hospitalized for a few days with my mum and grandma visiting him.

But as i was having lunch. My mum received a phone call.

A phonecall. just a phone call. My grandfather's guts had burst. This was not a very good sign.

Not a good sign. In fact, the word" good" shouldn't even be used!

We had two options.

1) To let him go for an op and he'll get the rotten stuff removed but he'll suffer and it'll come back later as he is not undergoing chemo for his lymphoma ( cancer) as he would not be able to take it.

OR

2) They'll give him antibiotics, medicine to ease his pain but he'll suffer a shock and slip into a coma later.

OMFG!!! His guts has literally blown! the cancer cells have eaten holes in his intestines and stomach! Either way, he is going to die.

SO we had to visit him soon. Not soon. Immediately! I braced myself, saying i would not shed a tear. Not one at all!

SGH was packed as usual. With the sky being gloomy and the roads being jammed.

We went up to see him. The moment i saw him. A whiff of pain hit me, from top to bottom , striking my heart. I felt immense pain and i couldn't take it. I cried and cried. Like a baby, i felt absolutely helpless. I held his hand and felt him, he was cold. His stomach was bloated and his feet were swollen. He was sweating and very cold. My mum and me couldn't stop crying. He was going to slip away. Very soon. I held his hand and couldn't stop looking at him. he said " I love you and i always would".

i felt even sadder. And all i could do was to stand there and weep away like a baby. Even now, tears are streaming down my cheek.Hot-cold blimey tears. this very man is my grandfather, dear to noone but me.

He has had a really hard life, i'd say.

He was born in the malaysian straits in 10 Feb 1925.

he was the youngest among all his other siblings.

He had a pretty happy childhood as shown by black and white malt pictures.

then in 1938, war came. the japanese came swiftly down from thailand through burma into malaysia and then Singapore.

He could not escape from their wrath. Many of his relatives were taken POWs, hanged and shot. Some were taken to the Death Railway on the bridge of river Kwai where countless people died from Malaria, malnutrition and endless labour.

He was lucky to have survived all these as he was only 13 then.

then came the really painful part!!!!

He had to leave his old parents to skip town to go with his older sister violet and her family.

He was rather like a korkor to his nieces and nephews but his brother-in law who was a spitfire and very much bossed his sister around kicked him out of their house.

His sister could not do anything but weep as he had to leave the house to find refuge for himself. he was only 14-16 then.

Fortunately, he was accepted by another kind hearted family who gave him lodging and food and a little allowance while he served as a butler in a way.

What a tender age. he did not have that much education due to disruption. But he never wanted to stop learning. Look. He has gone through alot. he smoked heavily in his course of duty as a guard in Keppel last time.

SIGH there's alot of things to talk about. But i feel sad when i see him in this state. He's not passed on yet, but he's slipping away soon...

when i think of him whistling away last time happily while cooking or when he's smiling at me when im using the computer and he was resting next to me on the bed.

When he brought me for my english classes when i was p5/p6.

When i look at a video of him carrying me as a baby and pictures.

When i think of him walking slowly last time.

I just feel feel really confused.

it is selfish if we want him to live for us but he'll be suffering. At the same time, if he moves on, we feel saddened greatly but its no more suffering for him

he's the last person in his generation to be around. All his brothers and sisters have died! I really feel very sad. It is indescribable in this blog. i think of how selfless and thoughtful he is and it makes me sad.

Earlier, i promised, i'll do him proud and honour him! I will! I feel that my heart has been torn. I know its a life cycle but i can't help being sad this way. I'll have to cope with my grief. My grandma hasn't shed a tear at all..

I believe she might have relapse later. But i know that my grandfather will always live in my heart. Always.Forever.I love him forever and ever. And yes, he is my maternal grandfather.I feel really sick. cried a bit too much. think too much.i don't know... i really don't know....i really don't know.... I seriously don't know. I feel soo upset. I m in denial. IDFK..

aiya i dunno lah. i don't feel good at all. my blog is becoming crappy already. dunno..

just feel so sad until..

He can;t eat anymore, there's rotten food all over in his body( out of his stomach) .. bacteria.. Aiya. I guess ill have to move on I vow to do the best in whatever i do. Sports or studies. But yes, i do have alot of memories of him and they'll live in my heart forever & ever...

haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.. ill always remb u forever.

messed up lah. he can't do chemo cos his body can't take it and w/e. So ya lah, just give antibiotics and hope it'll ease his pain. Lots of ppl cried. HAIZ i know my blog is getting crappy..

sigh guess we'll move on and always grace and honour him.

I WILL DO MY BEST IN EVERYTHING I DO! REMEMBER THAT!

28/02/10

2010-02-28T18:09:00.002+08:00

Body aching a bit as a result of 6 training sessions at Farrer Park.

Hope ill improve my 50 & 100BR pBs at the SNAG.

2 weeks and 4 days left.!

i think i'll give her up lah! No point lah walao! i think im too free yeah? ;)

HAHA i must improve myself and timings and whatever!

In short, i should strive for excellence!

bryancwr

18/02/10

2010-02-18T22:24:00.003+08:00

Hi all. Training today was not bad. HAHA oh well. I guess ima gonna try and train my ass off for SNAG.

Yeah, can't wait to go watch Wolfman with Anthony.

HAHA short post there ;)

Night

15/02/10

2010-02-15T22:33:00.003+08:00

haha valentine's day as a single person for the 17th time :P

night all and tc

bryancwr

14/02/10

2010-02-14T21:34:00.003+08:00

Hi all. Happy valentine's day! Gong Xi Fa Cai! :)

i woke up today to find a couple of smses from friends! Thanks friends.

Some of them were Justin, Russ, Aud, jas , burger, jin , timtam and others..

HAHA jkjk.

So yeah today was a pretty okay day. Did some visiting and stuff! Hope everyone had an okay time!

Tmr i might do more visiting.

But i realise one thing is that , when u grow older, u receive less and less angpows and x-mas presents. Idk why , but the visits get less and less. Ah well, life's like that :)

it's just a little trend i observed :P

ahh well! Happy CNY 2010 to all! ~~~~~~ :)

tc and night

bryancwr

13/02/10

2010-02-13T23:07:00.003+08:00

Hi all. Today will be a short post. haha went for morning training today and boy ,it was tiring. Non stop short distance speed laps :X

hehe tyvm jas for the card and choco although the choco melted in my pockets and messed it! my fault :P

Then anthony came to the club; i showed him around then we went for Dhoby ghaut mrt from little india.

HAHA we went to PS. Had a subway 1 foot sandwich and boy,it was good. then we walked around and then ,guess who i met?

Bob? Billy? candice? None of em! it was my lil sis audee haha! saw her in daiso and talked to her for like 30-45 mins LOL.

shes quite cute and funny. Eh aud, im not picking on your height. It's just a friendly joke. You'll shoot up one day! :)) Little sis and bro joke leh

HAHA and p.s : I can't believe u walked all the way to PS frm our club ; maybe i should do that with you lol.

Well yeah then me and utama went to catch a movie ( valentines day)

Its seriously full of kissable stuff. HAHA its nothing much; not really a hit to me :/

Ima go watch wolfman with him when its out. ;)

AHA vday and CNY tmr! May i wish everyone a happy vday and prosperous CNY.

TC and night all!

bryancwr

11/02/10

2010-02-11T21:39:00.003+08:00

Hi all. I went for training today and WOW! It was a blast! DID some land ; i gave it my all.

then played bb till 6 :)

W00T! and TOM really owns out there. great game guy! ;)

and then went for some hardcore swimming

I saw AW today! HAHA he was a bit moody but i guessed i got him to smile a bit. We trained together, stretched together and talked. Good companionship :)

HAHA tyvm audee for the card and chocos :))

i think u made aw's night :P heheh aud seriously ,thanks alot for the stuff ;) lil sis!

AHA but seriously sorry for being a nag but u should be more friendly to everyone not just me and your friends ;)

Saw burger today acing like a burger as a burger would always act like a burger as she is a burger like a burger oh burger! LOl zz burger

Jas didn't come cos she was busy with the SCGS carnival but timtam and stacy came.

Timtam was eating a peanut waffle -.- haha she ah.

timtam is amanda btw not the brand of chocolate. Why do i call her timtam? Its becos i like the sound and her name is amanda tam LOL

aha! better go sleep soon! Training tmr again! :)

i had an okay dinner and some chocolate cake for dessert

tc all!

bryancwr

11/02/10

2010-02-11T12:05:00.003+08:00

Hi all. Made it for SNAG trials. :/

So yeah, 50 and 100 Breast.

Mr Wee ain't doing 100 Breast. Instead, he's doing 50 Free/fly/breast and 100 Free

Arghh yes, going for training today.

took a step back and rested ytd :/

Gonna have lunch today and then rest abit.

W00H00! heard there's land today x)

tc all bleh! Soz for the short posts

bryancwr

8/2/10

2010-02-08T21:56:00.001+08:00

Hi all. my body is much better now. Without the aches i mean :)

HAHA yeah today was a pretty okay day without much acitivity.

Guess what?! there's training tmr zz...

Hopefully, i can get the SNAG timings settled quickly yeah! CNY next week! :)

Gotta train hard tmr and stuff yeah?

P.S: I hope i can make it for the SNAG2010 :/

HAHA tc all and yes aud/ger , i owe u a lil cookie.

Tmr okay? okay? :)

tc all and night

bryancwr

7/2/10

2010-02-07T14:31:00.003+08:00

Hi all! yesterday was a good night! had lovely dinner @ the Chinese swimming club. Saw my cuzzies , aunt and uncle :)

Yeah talked about random stuff and crap.

uh oh. I've got to go training on Tues cos Zhou Jl is gonna update my seed time for the SNAG2010 zzz -_-

SIANLAHWALAO! i was thinking of training on mon/tues and resting.. ARGHH NVM :)

LOL aud... you and your _________________ .

Burger's in the house!

Jas, why never talk to me? HAHAH i know you're busy lah so chill heh!

gonna rest today. hopefully, dinner tonight is lovely again! :))

Jasmine de Haha, don' ; souci de t au sujet de votre schoolwork, contrôle parental ou formation. Tout sera bon, im sûr. Haha i cela lui manque de parler vous font ouais ! Bbut aucun choix, je devine you' ; trop occupé re. I wouldn' ; t veulent être un ennui. Don' ; souci de t, je suis sûr que vous pouvez contrôler tout très bien. :)

Yeah i know im kinda random but i do care for my friends :)

Ehh Aud, i know you still like him. Don't you? Hehe scarly he see this post. Die liao haha x)

Oh well, won't post much for today soz

Cya all and take care!

bryancwr

5/02/10

2010-02-05T20:48:00.006+08:00

Hi all.. *ow*

HAHA my body aches like heck man!

It's literally screaming for protein and whatever haha.

Repair work! Repair work! Major defunct aches all over! How to swim tmr?

But i can't not go. I won't be able to go on Sunday as there's no car.

So i guess i'll go tmr morning then! Hopefully, it's not 100% water if not, you'll see a spastic tense swimmer haha! :(

so how has everyone been? CNY is coming very soon man! all the best to justin and other poly students for their semester exams. i too, wil have to study during CNY next year ;X

HAHA oh well, i guess i'll just give it my best shot! I konw the road up to poly won't be easy but i guess i've got to live with it. projects/ assignments/ lectures/homework/ you name it. Swimming training and so forth.

When that day comes, i guess i'll have to make do much less with my computer time or even stop it.

truthfully, all i have been doing my holidays is just using the computer, and training. my dad feels irritated with this. He goes " You watch! This game will suck you in" You won't do well.. blablabla...

all i can say is that : " arghnvmwthlah"'

Seriously, i think i should do some psychology research and perhaps enrich myself further with the thirst for knowledge and all that stuff! yeah cmon! i can do this! i shouldn't be soo lazy man!

Okay! I promise that i will make an an attempt to improve my general knowledge as well as to get some basic background knowledge about psychology. His constant nagging kinda wakes me up a bit( makes me sian too lol)

My mum suggested " bishan library" " omggg ger, must visit BG!! HAHA"

Basically, i've got nothing much to do as the holiday break for poly is uber uber long. Adult fares are being charged for transport in my ez-link card. But i have not been going out much so yeah.

Anthony did not make it to SAJC as usual bleh, but he went to Serangoon JC. He's taking H2 Lit, French, Geog and Econs. He will also take H1 General Paper , Maths and Project work! Go for it utama!! You can do it ( full of muscle) guy ;))

Oh well, hope to go out with you sometime again and may our paths meet again.

natalie bud went into SAJC Sci and yeah she's into waterpolo now lol.

Aha! When i mention waterpolo, don't think she's the tomboy type. Shes in fact, the little princess heh! I am so happy for her she made it .Too bad i didn't make it. I know she wanted me to appeal so badly but i didn't. Haha x)

TP here i come! Into the Psychology Studies course and TP swim team i go!

AHH well, i wonder if i should have gone SRJC. But no! i should stick firmly with my choice which is T48- psychology studies. I seriously hope i can do it! As in do well not just simply pass and whatnot.I must train hard for the upcoming SNAG2010 too. I must do it man! And then for the TP swim team, there's the IVP competition in Oct/ Nov where i will go with justin in the name of Team Temasek! HAHA :D

yeahyeah training tmr early morning.

Land pleaseeeeeeeeee :)

audee, i know you still lyk and miss him. your words tell me so. no point running away from it :)

little sis, everything'll be finee :)

OHWELL, jasminelim! i know school's tiring as well as parental control, homework and training and responsibilities. Don't worry! All will be fine okay?! Everyone faces it too!

Im a rather simplistic guy in the sense i just want to have simple and big dreams.

Such as..

IMNOTSAYINGITHERE :)

HAHA sorry for making this such a long post guys! Some ppl have been asking me who's this girl i mention in my blog? Well her identity shall not be disclosed but only some certain ppl may know :)

Right audee?

Oh well, i just got a little promise coming right up.

i think i ought to really put in more effort to acquire knowledge and to train hard! Easier said then done but ill try lah. :)

OKAY! So its training tmr then a gathering with grandparents and Uncle Kevin & family

let's do this. Hopefully there's no land.

I WONDER IF I SHOULD STILL THINK ABOUT THIS GIRL OR JUST MOVE ON!

" face it boy! she doesn't like you" hmph! :((

But maybe she does like me? :)

HAHA and btw, if u thought that aud knew who the girl was and went to ask her. She doesn't heh :P

HEHEH soz guys..

tc all and nightnight

Training tmr morning! gotta sleep early.

bryancwr

3/2/10

2010-02-03T21:51:00.003+08:00

Hi all! Had a good training session this morning! :)

Going for another one tmr! I better do it well man!

Hey all! Here's a random question : i wonder if any girls like me?!

Cos no girl has liked me x(

Oh well, let us embrace the future and remember past memories and drown all sorrows and look forward w/o looking back!

Train hard tmr aye!

Audee: ILY

MR A : LOL ME TOO!

SO happy ending at last! blehblehbleh this ain't a fairytale story man!

HAHA CHILL AUD! This's just for fun! Strange... i tend to miss this person.. it's weird but idk what's going on!

i don't wanna mess up anything man!

eh jas, if ur reading this. shoo shoo shooo.. press Esc

HAHA im just kidding lah!

oh well... ima go and sleep and get ready for tmr's training. cya all!

tc and night!

"sidekicks in iron"

" Push yourself to excel and let excellence push you further" as said by the " master blaster"

bryancwr

1/02/10

2010-02-01T22:34:00.001+08:00

Hi all! its 1st Feb 2010 ! :)

i watched avatar in 3D today with my mum in PS! Wow the movie is awesome seriously! this ain't gonna be a long post as i need to sleep soon soz! Well yeah talk to me tmr soz!

HAHA the days are ticking away! training tmr man! :)

Oh well, let's be a lil random now

Audandygerjasjemjustinlolruss blehbleh

haha oh well train hard man! :)

soz for not posting much ; need to go early

bryancwr

31/01/10

2010-01-31T22:49:00.002+08:00

Hi all! Ohmy! today is the 31st Jan. Tmr is the 1st of Feb heh! haha everything has been going fine heh!

HAHA ohmy! I don't have anything to post here! yeah i miss this person! IDK but i just do. She hardly smses me tbh. Sigh, i guess she's busy or smth.

Hey jas! Smile more often heh! You look good when you smile serious.

Aud, take it easy. Don't worry abt those stuff :) anything ask me :)

ger - lol burger... disappearo trick! nice heheh! nice talking to ya!

russ - lol russ! nice profile pic and nice talking to ya too! meet up soon yeah?!

tc all... nth much to say soz ; all the best in your future endeavors

will post more later

tc all

bryancwr

29/01/10

2010-01-29T22:37:00.001+08:00

Hi all. Quick post abt today.

Nothing much liao. Andy went for training today (:

Saw aud , jas and burger.

Burger never wave liao :)

other two wave heh! lol jas = nice smile! :))

Night all ; going training tmr ( hope there's land)

bryancwr

29/01/10

2010-01-29T12:45:00.002+08:00

LOl hi all. ZZZ last night , i was really random and went spamming audee's fb.. haha soz audee..

Bet she'll be like " Oh im gonna kill him!"

HAHA chill (:

So yeah! training toda

LOL zzz...

Aud, hope your ankle gets better..

My neck is still kinda stiff like a branch :/

and Russ, thanks for the wishes :)

enimsaj! :O

bryancwr

27/01/10

2010-01-27T23:06:00.003+08:00

Hi all! Today is the release of the JAE result and i am now in TP - Psychology studies...

I was kind of happy when i got it. IDK why leh! Sigh, i can still swim/ train and study too at TP.

I really gotta work hard in TP no matter what! I'll swim hard! train hard! study hard! im sure i can do it!

A new chapter of education - temasek Polytechnic T48- Psychology Studies

EH EH don't look down on Poly students okay! this is the best course there ;))

hehehe jkjk

So tc guys and all the best for your future endeavors!

Sigh, she didn't reply my sms. I miss her :xx

and this is what i feel ; credits to nicholas yeo too!

A commentary by the argument between idealistic sincerity and pragmatism.
This is my area. If you dislike this, so be it. I am merely examining, making sense of something. Nothing more. Further, since it does not affect me, I have no underlying intentions.

As a matter of information, quote: "Our affiliated schools are Anglican High School, Christ Church Secondary School, Kuo Chuan Presbyterian Secondary School, Presbyterian High School, St. Andrew’s School, St Hilda’s Secondary School and St Margaret’s Secondary School." (What advantage is there when everyone gets concessions? Doesn't that neutralise your advantage?)

Me being an OUTSIDER, it is worth to mention (an it is only my personal opinion) that the whole idea of "sense of belonging", "pride", "loyalty" is a flawed perception. I have long tried to rationalise and understand the true meaning of such a notion. I was unable to accept the great fervour and (I struggle to find ways to express this.) honour that is often attached by quite a few people to such entities. (I somehow feel that my lack of emotion and ATTACHMENT has helped me to not feel disappointment and in fact APPRECIATE what I have in front of myself.)

My main point is NOT that all these "qualities" are bad, but that they are not advantageous to oneself, more so in a meritocratic world. In fact, it may be worse. These qualities may be disadvantageous to oneself. To think in this way, is in my opinion, is purely idealistic. The constant and MARKETING of the three schools as a (Notice "a" is singular.) "village" is clearly scandalous, because the physical distance doesn't affect anything.

Don't ruin both chances was what I thought. A bird in hand is worth that supposed (two in the bush) or more WELL BRANDED one. There is no shortchange. In no way am I denigrating and discriminating any party. But why let pride get in the way of life? Hopefully the better will prevail, as it has in history, and forever after. Even if I am wrong. It doesn't matter.

Fate is uncontrollable. But even then, when something bad comes in the way, we must not let it affect us. We must move around it. We cannot fall into the hole. Since fate is a variable we cannot affect, we should neglect it. We will work outside of fate, and around it. Not with it. Let us not be part of the equation which is fate, because we cannot control it.

Bryancwr

27/01/10

2010-01-27T00:19:00.001+08:00

hi all. injury slightly better.

Jae posting results tmr! glgl!

bryancwr

25/01/10

2010-01-25T11:46:00.002+08:00

Hi all.

I woke up this morning at 8. I was about to go training. Excited and eagerly, i got up and went to stretch and going toilet and etc. Stretched. Suddenly, i felt a sharp excruciating pain in my left neck. OMGIGOSH I HAD STRAINED MY NECK! FFS! I was really annoyed like mad. I had wanted to go training but its all gone! ALL now im like a stiff kuku bird :( can't turn my neck to the left

Im injured!! IM INJURED! :(

Hopefully, by tmr i can recover and then ill go training. Hopefully i can go out with an and frens. Don't wanna disappoint him. oh well, hey audee! see im updating my blog!

OMGGG audee , you and ....

oh well, i hope i can recover fast then ill go train! tc all! guess i jerked while stretching! must be more careful! learned a darn painful lesson today! :(

recover fast plzplz

bryancwr

24/01/10

2010-01-24T22:18:00.000+08:00

LOl audee! HAHA :P

gonna go sleep.. got training tmr! hope i don't mess up! x)

tc

night

bryancwr

23/01/10

2010-01-23T22:18:00.004+08:00

Hi all. Went for training this morning. Did somem gym with andy leong then went to play Bb lol. Haha oh well. Gonna sleep now.There's training tmr sigh! Eh weird. Im starting to miss this person already.

Hangman again -_- clue :

_ ( Name of my friend) -- 7 words{ first alpha not includ) glgl
A
Tee
A
Lee

Night

bryancwr

21/01/10

2010-01-21T22:33:00.000+08:00

Hi all. nothing much to say. Went for training today and my thigh near groin aches argh! Can't do breaststroke so i did fly and free instead ;)

AWJM came today haha :)

oh well night guys

bryancwr

20/01/10

2010-01-20T23:15:00.002+08:00

Hi all. I went for the interview this morning and i think i did pretty well/ okay yeah. Being prepared helps :)

thanks mum..

then went to eat lunch on the way by taking MRT/BUS.. walao then TP called my mum asking me to go for a swim trial on the very evening haha.

SO then i went home, rested/played a bit comp/ talked to audee about her.....

Yeah then i went for the trials at 7pm.. i went to the TP pool warmed up and then i did 100 Free and 50 Breast. my free time improvedbut breast still close to pB argh.. guess i got tired from the free but oh well, my joint near my groin ached so hard to kick for breast.NVMNVM! it seems that i stand a high chance of getting into the JPSAE so yeah..

I feel motivated to train harder at APSC.. Gonna go for training tmr yay! if i don't go ,ill miss the chance to improve and grandma and greatgrandma with braces would complain blabla and nagg ;)

Haha oh well , thanks everyone for the wishes and encouragement. Today was quite a good day! TP is quite appealing to me now heh! ;)

Night and tc!

Hangmen --) _ _ _ _ _ _ _ { grandma} :))

hint : It's a she. Cramps

zz too random

Bryancwr

18/01/10

2010-01-18T21:36:00.002+08:00

Hi all. I have nothing much to say nothing haha!

Ohmy! i have an interview from TP- Psychology studies on wed morning! Gawd, im kinda scared of the interview..

Its not that im afraid of not being coherent enough in my speech.. my speech is pretty audible and clear.

It's just that i tend to have low confidence sometimes sigh! OHMY! but , this is a good form of practice as i will have to handle real interviews next time! I can do it! Can i?

Sigh i just need to think carefully before answering their questions! it is going to be a 30min talk aha! I need to brace myself! I should be okay lah.. I just have to do some first hand research and some thinking! i hope i can do it! I just don't want to bungle up >.>

Oh well, i'll just try my best! Won't let my confidence falter! CMON MAN! :X

Please pray for me. i pray that i'll be fine! Gl to everyone out there too! Sigh! Dental Appointment , ENT annual checkup and then swimming . Lunch in between as well as a little shopping in town! ;))

good night and take care till then xoxo bleh LOL

bryancwr

17/01/10

2010-01-17T22:52:00.002+08:00

Hi all.

I went for training as usual in the morning heh. Trained 5 times this week.

Played a bit of comp before going to Bishan Stat to meet anthony ;)

Walked around J8 , had long john silvers and watched " Spy next door" starring jackie chan.

its seriously a good movie and i give it a rating of 4.5/5 :))

GO watch it! its seriously good and funny! action-packed too!

oh well, then after the movie , we walked around abit more before heading to Dhoby ghaut and PS. He walked around before having Kopitiam for dinner LOL Z.Z

Looked at lego too ;)

Had auntie Anne's and hung outside the PS mall and talked crap ; about sch and stuff..

nice guy as usual :)

ima go out with him again to watch " tooth fairy " and others..

i wanna call aud, ger and jas too but im afraid they'll get annoyed at me and ignore me later ;(

espc aud -.-

oh well, i respect their decisions :)

Tc and night! have fun

Another day of doing stuff tmr and im aiming to train at APSC 6-7 times next week ;))

bryancwr

16/01/10

2010-01-16T21:31:00.003+08:00

Hi all! Today was a pretty okay day with the morning spent in swimming training. It was quite fun yeah. The land and relay drills. Oh well, i played comp the "whole day" as in the most of the time. Saw nat in the morning heh

Gonna sleep early for early training again tmr! Hopefully, ill be going out with anthony then :)

Tc guys!

Night all

bryancwr

14/01/10

2010-01-14T15:48:00.002+08:00

Hi

Chose SAJC as first choice. Gl to me man! Nat's gonna appeal for SAJC too...

Well, if i go to SAJC, i have to be prepared to cut down swimming i guess..

Don't worry, ill think of something! Sigh :/

TP- Psychology studies as second choice..

Still kinda sad..

bryancwr

12/01/10

2010-01-12T12:37:00.002+08:00

HI...

Guess what time i slept last night?

I slept at about 4.45am , close to 5am

What do you think i was doing? celebrating? having a whale load of time? Playing Dota?

oh please no! i was staring blankly at the computer screen trying to do some first hand research on JC / Poly and extra info and it went alright.

But the pain and agony still lingers in my heart.. oh well, i guess there's nothing i can do about it.

i won't even bother appealing my results to check if it is the right score. frick it man!

It ain't a bad word jassy! It's just a little example of how i feel now..

Nonchalant! i see how things go... i'll probably just see the best course for me and go for it! Oh well, life certaintly isn't a bed of roses.

gonna go for training later so yeah.. I doubt ill post when im back so oh well..

Tc guys

X.X

bryancwr

11/01/10

2010-01-11T23:57:00.004+08:00

Hi all, i received my O level results today and i think i did not do very well so i don't really feel like posting much sigh.

Anyway my L1R5 score is 13, and L1R4 is 10. ( this is before deducting cca points{2} )

English- B4 sigh
E Maths- A1
Comb Sci - A2
Comb humans- A2
Literature- A2 COOL!
D&t- B3 wth!

I seriously don't feel good about it alright! i could have done so much better... At least an A2 for D&T and B3 for english.. OMG now i feel really suckish and depressed..

i don't mean to say this or be mean BUT IT'S JUST HOW I REALLY FEEL NOW.. SORRY

i worked hard and people who did much worse in prelims are getting a close score to mine/ same score or better... WOW! i know i should be content with my lot and embrace it but i just can't. Maybe i guess i will have to come to terms with it. Oh well sigh ;/

anyway, i watched a movie with Anthony and Bryan W. good one tho ;)

Bryan got 11 for L1R5 and Anthony 16 :O

haha lucky bryan ( he got 1 for english)

It shows that i can''t do anything right man! im just a bum! AIYA NVM LAH... I DON'T REALLY BOTHER ANYMORE ALR LAH WALAO! THE FEELING IS JUST LIKE A CRUSHED ONE!

Anyway thank you to my friends who encouraged me although i did not do very well..

Thanks alot

Jasmine, Audrey, geraldine, Shrimphy, nat, russell, wjs , michael , and others.

Seriously, im sorry for behaving like a whiny brat but i just can't help but'mope" over my results. Guess i got to be stronger! But anyway, thanks for your encouragement!

No offence to those outside. Its all my feelings and thoughts

i can make it to SAJC but im afraid to go in due to my bad english as i worry on how i will cope with GP( General paper) sigh.

I also worry a lil too much as i think of the future.. AHHH gotta take it easy ;(

but still, i feel very unsettled within! It's just a very empty feeling inside me.

omigosh! ;(

really sad { wounded heart]

forget it ; ill just see my next option and what i can do next. GL bryancwr! EmbrACE YOURSELF!!!

bryancwr

10/01/10

2010-01-10T10:39:00.002+08:00

OMIGOSH! Today is the day before the release of the results!! ARGH!!

I woke up at 1Am this morning to go and take a dump!

Woke again at 4.40 to take another dump and went back to sleep.. FFS!

Something's wrong with my stomach ; stress related or whatever but its annoying.

So didn't go for training today cos mum thought i was unwell but im fine. but nvm, just take a rest..

Sian lah... i've been shitting so many times.. Too much gas!

OMGGIGOOSSSSSH! Results tmr at 2pm!!!!!!

lol audee -.-

Tmr im gonna have macs with my classmates for lunch and then go for results

which after ill hang with anthony, watch movies and do stuff... maybe i'll meet nat for dinner =p

and finally, thank you everyone for your wishes and encouragement..i hope i will do well!

P.S : thank you jasmine for talking to me :)

its really nice of you to entertain me haha, and to wish me all the best, to say i can do well, to tell me to stop sighing and telling me to go for training and to smile while she CAN'T :P

TYVM JASMINELIM!

bryancwr

9/01/10

2010-01-09T10:53:00.001+08:00

Hi all! i had a scary dream last night! I dreamt i had scored 18 points for L1R5 in the Os and i cried like crazy... like a little baby..

Oh my Gawd! then i woke up from it all at 5.50AM

so yeah , i went training then blabla...

But seriously, the dream is scary.. Now im kinda afraid to go and colect my results on Mon ( 2 days)

ARGHH!!!!!!!!!! gonna go out with andy and frens soon

And audee is still angry at me lol :(

bryancwr

8/01/10

2010-01-08T21:24:00.002+08:00

Hi all.. i have nothing to say :X

it's 3 days left to the release of the O level results and i am nervous/ excited

and i kind of miss talking to her but how? Both of us got annoyed at each other lol XD

Anyway take care.

Bryancwr

5/1/10

2010-01-05T20:39:00.001+08:00

Hi all! It's like 6 days to results! Rotted whole day away ; never go training.

Elbow a bit better but im sooo like a fix.

TO this person whom u know u are : Im sorry but im seriously not worthy of your friendship.

Take care and nvm about me okay?! I dunno why im like this.. Im seriously sorry. Do have fun and tc of yourself please. Watch your health too! Miss talking to ya too but oh well. That's how it is.

bryancwr

4/01/10

2010-01-04T15:11:00.006+08:00

Hi all. Today is the 4th of Jan and it's back to school! no sch for me but it still feels the same.

But i really feel down in the dumps today.

Don't ask me why. I won't tell it here. I will only tell it to friends( whom i can confide in) if they do ask..

Hey man, look! I just feel so darn useless! i can't even do the BP right and it's only a lightweight! What the man.. How the what am i ever going to improve like this. Never balance the bar! Shoulders slanting! Blabla..

I really don't know why i still falter even though i do try my best! Oh i just don't want to say it's my darn elbow which i injured quite badly..

it's my attitude! yeah, its my attitude! Yeah , im only good at runescape.. only runescape..

So ill just paly it whole day like a nerd/geek.

Give up school lah! Give up weights lah! Give up swimming lah! Give up life also lah!

The feeling of disillusionment is all coming to me! Hitting me face up down! in out! Across and Out! Why is this happening? An athlete/ sportsman is never supposed to be like this! Grip yourself! Comon! My word! I feel so in disdain ! I don't feel like saying a word in person! I don't feel like anything except the basic human motor movements..

What a waste to give up what i have always wanted to do! Why?! just because of a stupid injury that makes me feel so useless and a black torn heart.

i don't have a reason to be " emo" but i really seriously do not know why i feel like this now.

At the same time, im also feeling quite nervous/ scared for my upcoming release of results.

It is scheduled to be released next week (Monday - 11 Jan ) at around 2pm.

i seriously have many thoughts racing in my mind like a loose stallion in a dense forest. I have worries and hopes as well. All both of them are condensed into one big CPU ( the brain). I have high hopes for myself to get a L1R5 aggregrate of <10. But BUTTTTT at the same time , my confidence somehow is stumbling to unfound worries that i will not do as well as my prelims ( L1R5 = 15)

i REALISE THAT THE TREND IS THAT ppl usually do better for their prelims. Lets say Harry gets 28 for L1R5 for prelims, he would get a L1R5 score of at least 10 -20 or even below 10 if he mugs/ studies extremely hard [ which i quite got the momentum of]

So why am i worrying? WHY?! i was the top student in my class consistently for 2 years ever since entering 3ST and graduating in 4ST. To be honest, i have worked quite hard faithfully and diligently in school be it homework or self- studying ( revision). I have invested and put in a lot of hard work and fervour in my schoolwork in a bid to score well for the o levels. But somehow, i really don't know what the future is like .Tainted or not, i really have no inkling at all. Absolutely no inkling nor idea.

Sigh, i guess today is not a very good day since the morning and whatever

Now my elbow ( area) is injured since last night. i wonder how am i going to go for swimming training. I think ill just take one step at a time not a jump nor a leap otherwise im going to fall and hurt myself badly. OKAY! I FEEL SLIGHTLY BETTER ( MAYBE 0.1% BETTER)

Oh well,i still bad towards a particular friend. i do miss talking to her but i don't know how to make it up but nvm.. Let's leave it. I bet she hates me now ;(

But if you're reading this and you know who u are, iam truly sorry :/

i can't do without a friend like you but since i've hurt you, i don't deserve to be your friend so forget it. I just hope you're feeling better :)

Okay! I think i'll brace up! Sort out my thoughts and then take it easy , be calm and then do wahtever i need to do. Trainings/ work / whatever!

Days left to o level results ( decreasing everyday ) - 7 days ( 1 week) as of 4 jan

HAHA OH DEAR BUT GL TO ME MAN! AND I sure hope my elbow recovers as well as my confidence blabla..

Anyway, i still think im small :(

I hope everyone is fine out there. take care & good luck all!

P.S : I miss talking to her

Bryancwr

1/01/10

2010-01-01T11:46:00.002+08:00

Hi all. Today is 1st January 2010! Today is a start of a new year ahead, leaving behind 2009 a year fraught with quite alot of milestones and events :/
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Looking back,i feel that i have achieved quite alot. Namely; in school, i have managed to do much better academically as well as Sports ( a 1st gold for NAPFTA )

haha it wasn't easy at all balancing swimming + school but it was pretty okay man!

This was the year of my Os and i had to give it my all since i had very much wanted to do well in the exam and enter SAJC the year 2010..

Haha oh well.. What i have is just a recollection of a little memories both good and bad.

The x-mas swim on the 24th Dec 2009 was not too bad but it's just mundane and boring.

Swimming up and down for no good reason and ppl can call it fun?! Wow gf to them.

the biathlon on 31st Dec 2009 was not too bad but i feel seriously bad cos i bungled it big time for the RUN. I had two stitches on both sides of my abdomen the moment i was preparing to run. i had to deal with it all the way. I stopped every now and then , moaned and whatever but i looked like a complete bloody fool. Nvm! i must try to look into the reason for the stitch and merge stronger next year! Hai!

New year resolutions : Are there any?

Yes

1) To excel in studies again!
2) to improve in swimming times and to train hard ( secret **)
3) to be a good person still as always

BLEH! I feel sian because i have not gone to SAFRA for such a long time waliao! I can't go because i'll be having time trials for the SNAG2010 very soon ( like 15- 17th Jan) sigh... So i gotta hardcore train swimming and whatever.. Oh well!

There's nothing much for me to say but i think i gotta have a positive attitude for altitude and to be calm always! Im sorry to those whom im a little mean to but yeah.. Sometimes, you can't always be the nice guy can you?

And yes! i think i'll want no girlfriends! Better focus on what i want to do first ; studies/ sports :)

take care everyone and i wish everyone a Happy and blessed 2010 new year everyone.

bryancwr

14/12/09

2009-12-14T12:02:00.002+08:00

Hi all! I know i do not update my blog on a regular basis but yeah, it's still alive and going.

yeah , everything has been fine. Going for training and whatnots. Using the computer, eating blabla.. Whatever you name it, all in the holiday mood.

Haha! oh yeah! Oh err yes!

I recall on the 12th Dec 2009, i had dinner with yk. Ah yes, we had macs ( the dinner i owed her). Don't ask me lol :)

So anyway, it was nice talking to her and eating together. We should do this more often! :)

Right, and i got to pass her some stuff...

So swimming has been quite sian lol , hope to train harder for the SNAG2010 and then Sch nats and then more comps :)

HAHA yeah i do get confused sometimes...

Anyway nothing much to say leh :/

Do take care all!

Bryancwr

9/12/09

2009-12-09T12:28:00.002+08:00

Hi guys! i have not been blogging for a long time yeah?

Anyway there's nothing much to be honest..

It's just a mundane, surreal setting as the days whizz by in my holidays.

Im just having a high note of hope that i can stay in APSC otherwise....

I'll find it extremely hard to part with my friends :(

1. I just want to train in my current team and be given the chance to improve my time that's all!

Im like those kiasu parents or swimmers out there who want to hardcore and chiong their butts off! Please!

My fervour for swimming will never wane off because of such insignificant people who represent a greater meaning behind it ( of how people are so besotted with power).

please! just because i didn't go for training due to my Os, and now ill go since there's holidays, you may not let me stay in my current team? It doesn't add up does it?!

my timings do make it, i can tahan the training also! So please! At the very very least, im suitable for this team!

oh well, i still wanna swim! So i hope i will be given the chance if not i'll lose the chance to be with my friends/ to improve and to stay with a familar club@

FFS though Zhou Jl has let me stay, it is still shrouded in mystery. Absolute mystery. I have no idea if i'll be allowed to stay on in a couple of weeks?

WILL i? it all depends on him. His mood. His consistent Kpkbing.

The team's performance also affects him as well. And THIS indirectly affects me. How nice isn't that? Like a bequieling chain of trouble.

Oh well, heck this lah! ;P

i'll just play it by ear. If u wanna know, just ask me :)

Forget it lah, i just hope i can stay on and as the month passes.. I pray that my O level results are good! Imagine the sweet and surreal moment yet defiant when i receive my results and it trounces above all!

Oooo! Anyway i had alot of fun at Sentosa on the 7th Dec hanging around with some childhood friends and acting like a little kid! Smashing arcade games! Tilting the arcade machines for a prize, jumping around, laughing like mad ;)

it's good to live your childhood once again actually! Just don't overdo it ;PP

Haha i think i have said too much. But sometimes i feel that this oxymoron does apply to me.

The " burning cold" of my thoughts and actions grip me like a swarm of endless ad infintium!

Anyway i think i still will train hard and look onward to a better year! :))

I hope everyone is fine out there haha!

i would like to congratulate jasmine, geraldine and audrey for doing well at the Malaysia Open 2009 :)

PS.: audee , if u see this, don't kill me :)

And jasmine, i hope your swelling tooth gets better.. braces make u look cuter :))

Haha take care all!

Bryancwr

27/11/09

2009-11-27T19:09:00.002+08:00

Hello guys!

it's been a while since i last posted yeah?

Haha my holidays have been fine yeah! i pontang training a couple of times and died when i went back..

I had cramps a few days again and Ger, aud and jas found it very funny...

Wait till you get cramps! -.-

haha no offence uh girls. Its nice talking you all sometimes and all that grandpa, grandma and great great grandpa nonsense lol hahah!

Oh anyway, the rubber band thingy is fun to use uh! Just aim properly lolo zz

alright alright things are getting a bit lame uh?

So anyway i was doing a whole load of spring cleaning earlier and found alot of rubbish.. Espc photos and memos about Yk..

It was like soo long ago but i just kept it.. Oh well, she doesn't like me and will never so yeah, let's clear em out huh?

Sorry yk, i missed your call. I was busy cleaning out stuff so no offence uh. :)

Anyway chill chill the past is the past. Let's live only memories behind, dunk the unwanted junk and move onwards to the future!

Right, i've got something funny..

Today Ger was telling me about the "bishan gay"..

He is some ah pek who stares dirtily at boys esp RI boys while hanging out at J8 KFC

maybe i ought to check him out with people LOL..

haha anyway so what was i saying?

Yes, i was saying about this ah pek but who cares about him lol..

OH OH OH YES! Burgers? YOU LIKE BURGERS? HOW RANDOM.. anyway nvm :)

Yes, i think i shall go for training tmr in the morning and endure the cold water and endless laps once again like how i did this morning... >_<

:))

Actually , i have nothing much to say LOL.. just gotta say i must work hard lah and hopefully my results will be good! :))

Alright, ill poost again later

Have fun and tkae care too guys! Cya! :))

Bryancwr

9/11/09

2009-11-09T12:58:00.004+08:00

Hi guys, it's been a while since i last posted this blog right?

Well this blog is not EXACTLY dead but it's just status quo : inactive.

How's my Os????

Ans: Its pretty okay lah..

English - hope for a better grade ( think i did better)

maths- give me my dream grade please?!

Humans - do me justice please and let me acquire a good grade

Science - please let me continue to do well as always!

Lit - Please let me do better cos i've worked harder! ( the austere polyphony... blabla..)

D&T - please let me get my A1 as most 4ST guys always do! ( i worked harder too)

Haha the holidays are drawing closer and this question pops into my mind- what exactly shall i do? where should i go? Jc or poly?

Well , lets cross the bridge as we go to it

i still have a last paper ( this Wed) - sci paper1 [ yeah, i know - ill study for it blabla]

Then i've got the grad dinner night on Fri and so on!

And its back to hardcore training lol! Blabla won't say too much! Talk the next time!

Hopefully my results will be good! :)

All the best in whatever u do

Alright, i better go soon

......

Aha! So who's the girl i like?

Think about it :)

Bryancwr

13/09/09

2009-09-13T18:09:00.002+08:00

Hi guys! today is the last day of the holidays!]

During the holidays, i have been studying a bit, training and playing games LOL!

Tmr sch is gonna reopen and i have promised not to play games till Os are over! I must study hard and i can do it! And i will!

Okay, here's the plan..

I will go for training still for now.. Maybe in Oct, i will cease... I will be/ trying to studying hard till the Os are over! I wish all those/my friends taking their N levels... Hopefully, we all can do well :))

Alright, all the best to those out there! So for now, ill study lots and train a bit too! Train hardcore after Os!!!!

Take care and bye ..

Oh yeah this girl i liked, i still think of her sometimes tho she wants me to forget her..

Bryancwr

5/09/09

2009-09-05T21:36:00.002+08:00

Yo guys! it's been a while since i last posted so yeah, a short one man!

Haha today my sch hosted the Singapore lit fest today and i was one of the ushers doing lots of things!

Haha i sorted out certificates of participation, did ushering, and other stuffs ..

The lit fest kicked off well and all the students had great fun , including me! :)

It went well and i must work hard for my training as i DIed during my last training session literally LOL. i could not keep with the pace, my arms ached, the distance increased to 5.5+km.. Haha the intensity was there, the stamina waned!

I will train hard for my upcoming sch south zone meet! I'll be represting SASS for 50M Breast!

Im going for morning training tmr! Pray for me that i will die lol..

Anyway wishing you out there and the best for your activities etc. And specially for yewkim, you can do it for your oral! Jiayouss!!

Night

bryancwr

22/08/09

2009-08-22T22:10:00.002+08:00

Hi all, this is just gonna be a quick post!

Oh my, my O levels English oral is going to be on Monday and please pray for me!

My friends all got some ang-moh guy from the British counsel and yeah, died literally a little..

I hope i will be fine and i have been practicing quite hard for Reading aloud, picture discussion and conversation

My prelims have been fine anyway - must keep mugging hard! :)

I hope i will get to represent Braddell Heights CC in the upcoming swim meet across constituencies. Andy will represent Chai Chee or Tampines, yeah whatever!

Haha i'll just train and mug hard!

and i thank my parents for the lovely lego star wars sets they bought for me at a sale @ united square hehe...

will open it after prelims and maybe take a picture of them :))

Do take care and i hope everything is fine for you ,all!

Love to everyone :)

Always thinking of this girl sometimes..

Bryancwr

14/08/09

2009-08-14T23:46:00.002+08:00

Hi all, i have finished my EL P1 and P2 and i think i did a much better job now...

Hopefully, my hard work will pay off man..

My paper1 Compo sect 1 started all with " The austere polyphony of .."

LOLz! sian man, i got 65% for my Eng oral... sucks man! There was a dam microphone to record our voice and yeah, it did amplify the sounds, making the reverberation oblivious, making me " literally" pitch- deaf although i already was. It simply made it worse! The examiner didn't know i was HI and graded me as a normal person so yeah, not bad lah for a first attempt! i can try for an A1 at the Os yeah? IM sure it's possible man!

Will update next time when i've got time!

I must work hard & study& study for prelims!! JY JY! TO all those people out there and my friends, work hard too! you can do it!

Night

Bryancwr

1/08/09

2009-08-01T23:08:00.001+08:00

Hi, i know it's been a while since i've made a last post..

oh man, you know what? I've been kinda sian just studying ... ZZZ

the time trials last week were pretty good with me improving my times alot.. hopefully i can go R&W2 ^

Cool, Andy did 31.05s for his 50M Fly... not too bad huh? i forgot what was mine.. oh crap!

But anyway, i won't be seeing my teammates for like a month or so :(

Stopped swim training for a month for intensive studying..

Will do other exercises heheh....

i must own at the next SNAG2010 alright? haha i must study hard + train hard!

Oh please, give me the strength and momentum to study hard! All the best to all my friends out there mugging..

I hope everyone is well and will be well.. :)

Night

Bryancwr

23/07/09

2009-07-23T18:36:00.002+08:00

Hi guys! w00h00!! TODAY IS THE DAY I HAVE COMPLETED MY D&T PROJECT LOL!!

FINISHED ARTEFACT
FINISHED JOURNAL
FINISHED PRESENTATION BOARD

AFTER QUITE SOME TIME, THIS HAS BEEN DONE! :)

anyway my time trials last week was not that good bleh!

i did 200M Individual Medley, 100M free and 50M Free...

not as good as i expected but anyway i have 1 last time trial next tuesday..

It is going to include all 4 strokes..

50M Fly
50M Back
50M Breast
50M Free

I hope i can do better for these 50M sprints and yeah..

That's about it... & must work hard

How i would love to be with you at times :)

Bryancwr

12/07/09

2009-07-12T22:18:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone! This is just a little quick post of the recent occurrences. Today's Sunday training was pretty tiring with the 5X 100M Free sprints and 5X100M IM sprints , followed with the 8X 50M Comp sprints and so on but yeah..

I have just been studying relatively hard and i would say i am quite pleased with myself.

On top of that, i have been swimming and my D&T project is near due completion :)

Next Tues and Wednesday is the day of the time trials for me to move into R&W2 which i am so looking forward to as it will be a new stage of intensity and immersion for me to improve myself further so i shall do my best! :)

I will be swimming these 3 events supposedly :

200M Individual Medley ( compulsory)

50M Breaststroke

50M freestyle

I was initially thinking about 100M Breast or 50M Fly but I'll be too tired and my timing is not that great during training unlike my 50M free so i think i may have to forgo them. So i guess i may take up 100M Breast as the 4th event but yeah, whatever!

I'll just do my best and it's only like 2 days away, oh my!

I am going to sleep soon as there is school tomorrow and there's quite a lot of things for me to iron out.

I would like to pray for my grandpa who is in hospital due to his weak heart. Oh please Lord , let him live through ( i know he's 83) but i love him dam lots!

Okay, i hope everyone is fine too and take care! I will work hard & train hard!

Night

Bryancwr

5/07/09

2009-07-05T22:20:00.002+08:00

Hihi all, im back! it's been a while and i will hardly blog haha

Anyway i improved my 50M free time by 0.6 secs today morning heh! i must improve even more :)

And grats to all the AYG swimmers who won!

I just got to say : i must study/train hard! Nightnight

and p.s : do take care of yuorself guys as H1N1 is uprising so yeah..

I must make a comeback for Prelims!!!

Bryancwr

27/06/09

2009-06-27T22:13:00.003+08:00

Hi all, im here just to post a quick one...

I've been busy during the school holidays doing my D&T and training liao..

Anyway when sch's back, i will train less but i shall intensify the effort by alot! :)

Ohmy ohmy! i improved my 50M free time but im sure i can shave off another 2-3 secs or so w00t! :)

Haha 50M Breast! 100M Breast! i've got to improve them which i can!! Anyway, it's back to more studying and focusing for my swimming as well as the Os...

and im not sure if i wanna do sports science at poly maybe or Arts course in SAJC

Ah, just study for Os first yeah?

Alright, i need to go now haha...

This blog may be a little dead but do forgive me as i will just be training/ studying only...

Pretty mad huh? But my holidays only comprised of training/ and a little studying haha..

Anyway i just hope everyone's well and do tc! And tmr morning i've got training yeah

and i missed today morning's training

Bryancwr

25/05/09

2009-05-25T20:41:00.002+08:00

Hi ! :D

I am just gonna post a short one about my day today gahh!

Well, my arms seriously ache like heck lol :(

Tmr, which is tues is another day of school and training commences after a one day break haha! More laps to be swam gahh! The freestyle , Individual and Comp strokes, oh my! >.<

but i am sure i can train hard right? Yes, of course and i can try... I also can study hard, yeah? :))

Okay i had better not say too much today lest there is nothing left to say another day :P

and jinjin is cute! haha jk jk jk... it's just random :X

tc all

Bryancwr

23/05/09

2009-05-23T21:22:00.003+08:00

Hi all, im just randomly posting about today's day haha..

Ling jin rawks haha! nice talking to her yeah? :))

Today's land training was pretty good haha

Gymed today.. gaahh my arms ache like heck oh man! haha .. i will train harder.. i ain't big , i ain't big :/

Swimming tmr at 7AM... hardcore training tmr as ZL said already this morning sigh..

Oh well, i'll just train hard, push yourself groan!

gonna get ready for those torturous endless freestyle laps ....

night guys and all the best in whatever you do!

I am going to instill in me resilience :))

Bryancwr

21/05/09

2009-05-21T14:54:00.002+08:00

OMG lol! hi guys! how has everything been?

this is just a short post regarding my swimming schedule in APSC lol..

yesterday, we had a meeting regarding our new schedule and i was " Oh my goodness!!"

the number of training sessions has increased from 5 times per week to 10 times per week LOL!

here is the schedule :

Tues to Fri - 6-8AM in the morning and 6.30- 8.30PM in the night.

Sat & Sun - 7-9 AM in the morning.

Well as you can see from the schedule, it seems that i will have to swim twice per day on the weekdays lol WOW! i really have to train alot haha..

So i have decided to follow this schedule for the holidays only and during the weekdays on normal school days, i am not able to go for the morning trainings but i will certainly go for the weekend trainings and some of the evening trainings heh. APSC is trying to gear us up to be of top- notch standard haha hence the increase in training sessions. The trainings are also going to be as twice as difficult in terms of intensity and etc. Oh well, there's training today as well >.< and then , Saturday i guess.... Sigh, i'll just make good use of the holidays to train and study hard man!! X)

and all the best to you guys in whatever you do too haha :)

Take care!!

Bryancwr

18/05/09

2009-05-18T22:30:00.003+08:00

OMG!!! WTF, NOW IM MAD!! MY ENGLISH SERIOUSLY SUCKS What the ....

I did so so so badly omg!!! now im fricking depressed ...

Sigh, omg! I have 2 more subjects to find out my results - Maths and Comb Humans

Shucks, i hope i did okay for my maths and an A2 for Comb Humans.. hope i passed my maths as alot of people seriously serioulsy failed it OMG! I did put in effort but yeah...

If not, i am going to work very hard as at this rate i am going for my english, i probably will not make it to JC.. i need an b3 for english seriously!!!!!!!!!!!! >.< style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">( B3)

I am like a falling star sigh as people are starting to take over me in terms of class position but NVM lor.. i'll just take this as a wake-up call and study harder!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The rest of my subjects are pretty alright >.<

Anyway, i must push for my D&T and try to complete the artefact soon man!

i still have training too, wow! What a huge mixture of routines and sessions to do!

Anyway, i'll just train, study hard for Eng, Maths and Science , Do D&T and play a little bit only!

Do not let this post affect you guys, just do your best and tc remb! I pray that my fears are unfounded and that ican do better next time! P.S : I will be going back to church soon! Do tc!!

and the last day of sch is on the 29th of May not 23rd OMG! the school calender gave us the wrong info sigh.. oh well so next week is the last week of school..

Bryancwr

17/05/09

2009-05-17T16:25:00.007+08:00

haha this is me with my long and shaggy hair! i am gonna leave this hair till the end of June maybe so look! how thick and long it is! haha anyway next week is the last week of school so yeah..

i think i might want to watch a movie ( Night at the Musuem 2 ) with anthony & the rest! haha hope it's nice man..

Terminator Salvation hits the Cinemas in May 28 :))

Yeah but next week, i'll be getting my marks back and i certainly hope i did okay please! :/

anyway, i will work and train hard!!!

and i must work hard for my o levels and future exams ..

do tc guys ok? And yeah, the guy on the left is me lol @my club after the ISC League Round 2

And, i am not counted in the DSA for SAJC so i really really got to work hard >.<

and R&W2 selection begins in June..dame.. i really have to work hard

so my promise is : To train hard and study hard! Yes, i can do it, yeah!

Bryancwr

17/05/09

2009-05-17T15:59:00.010+08:00

Hey guys.. im back here!

I am just going to write a post today about the ICS League Round 2 today..

Gonna ask me what is that? It denotes Inter-Club Series Round 2 fyi...

Anyway, it was heck of fun today man just that it took a little toll on my arms >.<

Yeah yeah, as i said in my earlier blog i swam 50M Free, 50M Breast ( 4X50 Medley relay) and 100M Breast bleh...

Haha alot of clubs participated in this event including the Southern Cross Dragons, Stingers, and SICC and so on..

But APSC is the best in my eyes!! APSC! APSC! ;D

anyway, for the 50M Free, i seriously sucked at the Finals after " pooping out" after my 100M Breast finals gahhh.... haha anyway i did my best though.. For my 100M Breast, i got 3rd yay! And i gave my club points w00h00!! anyway, on the first lap( 50M) of the 100M Breast finals, i was on par with the first guy( SICC) but towards the last lap, i slowed down like crap sigh.. so they sped off and that's how i got 3rd lol but yeah, i did my best lol..

Andy Wee Jian Ming got 6th heh... not bad la.. he's already quite good..

Anyway, this event was fun but my arms and thighs really ached after this omggggggggg >.<

But it feels much better now heh and anyway, it's back to more training and studying haha.. i've been slacking for the last 3 days

p.s: Famous Amos cookies rock heh!

yeah, strive on for anything you wanna achieve and you can do it! take care guys

well all this photos are just snapshots of me before the Meet, After the meet and so on.. Do take care! all of them can be found in my fB for my friends :)

Bryancwr

14/05/09

2009-05-14T22:41:00.002+08:00

oh hi guys, im back here after the MYEs... YAY, the Mid Year Exams are finally over!! woohooo! now, i gotta worry about results yeah?

anyway, let us have a little preview of the MYE...

it went pretty okay to be honest..

but, im a bit afraid i messed up my English, E Maths, and literature! damn, i need more faith man! anyway, our class has been ticked off by our teacher for not doing well as most of us are slacking and showing attitude except me LOL! Im the " guai" one =p

haha jk... well since the MYEs are over... it's back to trainings and studies yeah? haha i chatted with Anthony, Lennon, Vignesh and Siva at Macs today... man, it was fun and sorta cracked eggs whilst eating lol.

And recently, i have found out that APSC has selected me besides Andy, Eddy and so on to represent them in the ISC League Round 2.. arghhh! guess what events i got?

yeah! i got my pet events, 50M Breast ( in relay) and 100M Breast

and nooo!! i have been selected with a few others to do 50M Free which i kinda suck at! oh well, just try it yeah? haha the meet is on the 17/05/09 so i gotta " gear up" for it heh..

let's hope all my training produces results. And after this, it's back to more hardcore solid training which i may find painful but just bear with it yeah? I gotta relax for a week but i'll still continue working on my D&T project... i sincerely hope i can complete it smoothly..

Please God, guide me in all my projects and my studies for all tests, or exams to excel successfully... Thank you and in Jesus's Name, Amen

I won't be saying too much here... hopefully, i can get hold of some pics of the meet to show you guys.

I hope you guys are striving well and are happy. Just do whatever you can at your best!!! That is indeed the key :)

and yes, training earlier was tough, BLEH! Amanda wasn't there :o

Bryancwr

24/08/09

2009-04-24T22:05:00.012+08:00

this is a photo of me plunging in my 100M Breast heats above.. i am supposedly the odd guy out due to my "special plunge" haha jk...

hi guys.. im back in the night.

the day is over with my 100M Breast event being in the morning..

it was pretty okay as me and Andy warmed up with Tian ZL and other APSC guys...

i improved my pB in the heats and i was ranked 18/44 swimmers.. lol a bit bad huh? nvm i'll train harder..

and i may be going for the 4X50M Medley Relay finals on the 28/04/09 :/

and this is a photo of me and andy over here after our 100M Breaststroke heats... andy was in heat4/6, i was in heat3/6 haha...

we are both from the same team in the same swimming club.. hopefully, he and me can move on to R&W2 and yes, he is 1 year my junior :)

anyway, he is a nice guy as he tries to help me here and there during trainings and so on. An example would be " like he would tell me what to do and so on" as i can't converse in chinese BLEH! We also usually train together during our 'gym' sessions in APSC on Sunday mornings or Tuesday afternoons previously.

anyway, when my parents were talking to his mum during the heats, they found out more that he was actually a good child in the sense he would not give much problems to his mum or so. I could learn from him -.^

i pray to do well in my MYEs and be healthy, i will train and study hard

to yewkim, i have absolute faith in you, you can do it smart girl! Just don't be panicky!

Bryancwr

23/04/09

2009-04-23T20:11:00.001+08:00

going to sleep.... tmr is 100M Breast heats at the Singapore Sports school for the National Schools Swimming Championships...

all the best bryan!!

Publish Post

and p.s : SAS won ACS(I) in the 'B' division police cup yay! 17-10

k night..

bryancwr

19/04/09

2009-04-19T22:26:00.003+08:00

Hi all, this is just gonna be a short post haha....

Next Friday is the day i will be representing my school , SAS in the 'B' division heats for 100M Breast in heat3/heat6 in the National Schools Swimming Championship (NSSC) haha... man, i thought i could get 50M Breast but i ended up with 100M Breast.. OH WELL...

But, the consolation is that i may get a chance to swim the 50M Breast counterpart for the 4X50 Medley relay on the 28/04/09 which is uber cool ain't it. The position is divided between me and a guy and it all depends on our 100M Breast time. I certainly hope i can get a chance to do this last relay and get a chance to do my school proud! :)

haha, i shouldn't really say anymore as i really GOTTA MUG as i've been kinda busy with trainings but once the National Schools Swimming is over, it's back to the so called " hardcore training" . Time to train hard as well as study hard. My aim is to study hard and train hard during the June Hols... I really gotta make the mark for SAJC in the 'O's...

I'am just a guy with aspirations... Train + Study.. a rather nice combinationm ain't it? i really wonder if this girl i have liked all these while ever thought of me once? JUST ONCE? EVEN FOR A TINY NANO- PICO MILLI SECOND OF A SECOND?? Well, it could just be a 'NO' but nevertheless, i wish her the best in everything she does!!! ;)

well i had better go sleep as well as brace + gear myself up for the NSSC and i will get to see Andy on the 28/04/09 Yay haha! but he's in heat4/heat6 :O

anyway night guys and all the best in what you do!

Bryancwr

10/4/09

2009-04-10T22:58:00.003+08:00

Hiii guys, it's been a while since i last posted....

Ohh crap, guess what? i seriously need to study man! Arghhhh

It's because my Mid year exams are coming and i have also been selected by my school to represent my school in the Singapore National Schools Swimming championships which will be soon GAHHHH!

ohh and btw, i have been having a little problem trying to study...

i have been feeling kinda negative and i NEED TO SNAP OUT OF IT!

sometimes i tend to feel overstressed or over-worried when i study.. i must NOT LET THIS FEELING OVERPOWER ME!

otherwise this would only result in my demise or downfall in the MYE and future exams....

and btw, remb the girl i liked last time? i talked to my close friend, Jon about her... he was like saying that i haven't totally forgotten her and she was kinda my " inspiration"

i was like 'Oh man!"

* .... *

well, all i can say is we are friends haha.... I MUST SERIOUSLY WORK HARD MAN! i must learn to be calm and focused and i am sure i can do this! My 'O' levels will come in a blink of an eye and be gone with a blink of eye as the facade of time passes swiftly...

sometimes i just wonder if this girl i liked ever liked me once .. even for a teeny weeny moment?

BLEH! for now, i'll just focus on two things... 1) School 2) Sports

But seriously, i kinda don't regret liking her ;x

you can call me a silly old fool, but it's the mere truth from the bottom of my heart...

Oh well, back to more trainings after the SNAG ..haha i could die... 200M IM after different 100M individual strokes repetitively..oh well i'll just do my best! :)

And i will certainly do my best to study hard and achieve a L1R5 score of 12 for my 'O' levels!

Bryan, you can do this!!!!

Night

15/03/09

2009-03-15T21:24:00.011+08:00

well hello guys..bleh the SNAG2009 was quite fun haha...i did 50 and 100M Breast...

here are a few photos taken... my timings improved alot but yeah... sian...this was before the 100M Breast and yeah, i am the guy in lane1 with the white swimcap... there were like 8 swimmers in my heat which was HEAT3/Heat7 or so... yeah that's it... today im not feeling very good spiritually,i do not know the exact apparent reason but all i know is that it's a sucky feeling and it's just not me man. im the guy on the extreme right haha.. this was snapped as the moment before the start of the 100M Breast..

Well this photo on the right was taken when all the 8 swimmers finished the event heh... it was rather competitive needless to say, but nevertheless, it was rather fun haha...that's about it... i need to be more mentally focused and inclined... and i will just train& study as the time passes... zz

All these events were held at the Singapore Sports School and there were Japanese swimmers too whom were very good and literally kicked ass...haha nothing much actually.. just a couple of photos showing..the event was rather cool... had alot of fancy stuff...

7/03/09

2009-03-07T19:00:00.003+08:00

Hello guys.... it's been a while since i last updated my blog yeah?

sorry if i caused you to look at at my blog for updates but to no avail haha.... anyway yeah, the reason is that i have been RATHER BUSY with trainings, school work and stuffs...

It's called a combination of daily life routines and schedules which i have to follow plus and minus the tweaks and hiccups which kinda spaces out my computer time but oh well...

Ok, so basically, i have been working on my D&T project which is rather alright...i just hope i can really make the criteria of an A2 standard if not, a b3 ... It seems rather simple of the surface but in actually fact, it is not... As the saying goes " The grass is always greener on the other side" ...it certainly applies to many fundamentals and aspects of our daily lives...

Alright, sometimes i reconsider my goals and targets.. should i aim for SAJC still or just content with poly? BARGGHHH.... weighing the pros and cons would still be balanced out in the end.... Seems like the principle of moments doesn't it? Bleah! anyway, basically i think i'll still opt for JC as i am still rather unsure of my possible career aspirations but i have a " clue" that i wanna enter into the humanities field A.K.A " Arts stream" in JC which is rather general so yeah, let's just stick to that and not confuse ourselves with what has yet to come ^^

Well, i asked myself this? what is my world view? i have read this book called " the royal hunt of the Sun" It is rather a good book :)

A character, Pizarro has this cynical view of this world that the world is actually a frightening and complicated world till the extent we humans, create false social institutions in order to give us a temporary sense of security which could be our epheremal downfall in the future.

But yeah whatever he thinks is not how i think... i basically feel that the world has it's ups and downs... I'll just follow my targets and not think too much about this particular to[pic has it's very subjective.

And regarding my NAG swimming meet heats this 13 Mar and 14 Mar, i am rather excited haha... it's gonna be a whole lot heck of fun! This would be held in the Singapore Sports School! And recently, about a few days ago, Mr Au Yeong, my school CCA teacher looked me up during morning assembly.He apprarently wanted to see me regarding my participation in the "National Schools Swimming Championships" in April.. He signed me up for the 50M Breaststroke haha..

The feeling was kinda undescribable... only words of "honour and pride"

well i have written quite a lengthy post to make up for "missing posts" so yeah...

I will just train up hard and just do my best, be it in swimming, studies or anything...

And my Npcc life has been rather good and i just got promoted to Ssgt, yay! the highest rank a Sec4E cadet could get... w000h0000!! haha so yeah.. that's about it and

No girls for me still :)

haha i will just leave things as it and always do my best in whatever i do! and i hope everyone out there, including my friends are well and will always stay that way :)

Do tc guys and i may not update that often... really sorry but im sure u won't really mind heh

Ciao!

Bryancwr

25/01/09

2009-01-25T23:34:00.003+08:00

well today was a pretty good morning... i slept at 12am the night before and woke up at 6AM today to go for training...we went for training...played basketball and had some team relay games... it was a draw between Andy's team and mine..haha

so yeah, i found out something quite cool from my mum later after training...i found that i was selected to go and represent my school in the National Singapore Schools Swimming Championships for B division in 50M breaststroke... the club would get my school's approval first.. haha it was so cool and "O.O"

so the plan was that i would have to train very very hard and go for the heats in April... it's really a good experience and ill be better during the process of training.. hehe it's gonna be cool lol... i feel really honoured haha... and i must strive on to do well for my subjects nevertheless, i can do it! and i wish all avid readers a happy new year haha.... Gong Xi Fa Cai! :)

everyone, you can do your best and if you suceed, taste the fruit of your labour which would be sweet.. haha i shouldn't say anymore..APSC is ftw and im wearing my new red APSC swim club shirt is is very nice and entitled to APSC swimmers only... haha oh well night guys and i wish u success in what you do especially to yewkim : you can do it! im very very sure ! you can do it! haha tc guys & cya :)

haha and the swimming is a bit lame i know.. i'll get owned like crap but it's for fun :)

Bryancwr

16/01/08

2009-01-17T20:41:00.005+08:00

Hello all! it has been like err 15 days or 2 weeks and a day since i last updated my blog lol...sorry about that guys.. anyway i know lots out there would hecka care to read this lol... ok anyway a few things have happened since... the first day of school was fun! it was a day where we entered the school compound as a sec4 student, ready to take on the GCE 'O' level examination in mid October and i saw the new sec3s in their long pants haha .. oh well so i have really decided to aim for SAJC ( Arts course) after much consideration... i would have to get at least an L1R5 of 11- 12 points without Cca or affilation bonus deducted.. so these would be my targeted grades for the GCE O levels and i must work towards achieving them!

English - A2
E Maths-A2
Comb Science-A1
D&T - A1
Comb Humans- A2
Literature - B3

L1R5 = 11

I have received my D&T theme for the O level coursework and i must really do my best at it as it takes up a 70% weightage of my GCE O level score for D&T and it is an easy A1... i can do it man! :)

Isaac also wants to make it to SAJC with me..

Jack is aiming for 10 points... Andre wants to follow suit as well..so yeah im sure we can strive to do well and go SAJC :))

and yeah, NPCC has had a few highlights..the sec4 NCOS went for the ATF , High elements challenge located at Pulau Ubin.. most of the sec4 NCOs were present including me, basically i had to wake up early at around 5.50AM... went to school after eating breakfast at Macs.... we assembled and took a coach to Changi Jetty and we were honoured with the presense of miss roshnah , haha... anyway, she treated as to an ice-cream each later... haha.... we took a jetty to Pulau Ubin... we saw other schools walking or taking a van to the Campsite... then one of our NCOs had an idea! We shall cycle there! we rented some bikes for all of us , hopped on and went cycling off.. we overtook some of the other school's NPCC units which we walking.... it was seriously fun! imagine cycling at a rather pristine area shrubbed with bushes, and huge dense canopies surrounded by small-scale forests..we finally reached the Campsite after going down steep slopes and so on! we went there and did flying fox and all the other elements! i was a bit nervous as i climbed up the stairs to go to the flying fox jump-off point..when i jumped..i went "wheee" lol zz in an attempt to try and neutralise my fear lolanyway, the high elements was fun! i won't say too much here but it has seriously given me a rather good head- start to this year :)

i was walking home from sch one day and i was heading towards the MRT station where i walked past some girls... they were going to the SAJC open house today.. quite a few were cute... haha im just kidding lol..my mum joked saying " use them as an inspiration to study to qualify for SAJC " haha oh well..ill just focus and try my best lol.. :/

oh yes, i forgot to mention this... it was the help of facebook that i managed to find some kindergarten friends heh such as Marilyn Cheng ,Cheong Jing, Jennifer and so others... lol yeah ,it was pretty nice to connect with them again just that we may not actually have the time to talk much due to our busy schedules but well at least, we found each others again! :)

well theres actually nothing much to it except for the jubilation of finding your childhood friends again!

and today, 24 sec ones joined NPCC haha... and i finally got my Sgt rank today haha! i was pretty happy with myself for getting it.. oh well, im about to go sleep soon as i have swimmnig training tmr at 6.40-9+

haha i must try this routine... come home from school- do exercise, bathe + eat then go study or tutition till dinner then study more... no choice... i must do it at a slow but constant pace only to intensify as the exam draws nearer! JY JY lol!

well theres nothing much... i may not be online alot as i will be studying haha... i also will train up myself! haha :)

anyway, thats all.... do tc and cya next time! and good luck with what you want to achieve!

Bryancwr

1/01/09

2009-01-01T20:44:00.000+08:00

today is 1st and Jan and im going to school tmr haha... =/

must study hard....

thats all..night...

new year resolutions are

1) To do well in school
2)To excel in swimming and build myself up.
3)To be a better person,in terms of virtues
4)To go after her next time... haha jk..she wouldn't want that tho :(

Night all and success in whatever u do guys and sorry for not updating lol

PS: Happy New Year 2009!!!!!!!

Bryancwr

19/11/08

2008-12-19T22:31:00.002+08:00

Tagged by thiyva!

TENS ARE YOU

1.Are you single - yeah
2.Are you happy- Nope..
3.Are you bored- nope
4. Are you fair- nope
5.Are you italian - nope
6.Are you intelligient - maybe..
7.Are you honest- yes
8.Are you nice- Yeah
9.Are you irish-nope
10.Are you asian- yeah

Ten Facts

1. Full Name - Bryan Chong Wei Ren
2.Nickname - Proman, lean machine..
3.Birth place- Singapore
4.Hair colour- black
5.Natural hairstyle- nothing too fancy
6.Eye colour- black
7.Birthday- 22nd June 1993
8.Mood- Indifference
9.Favourite colour- black
10.One place you'd like to visit- None

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.

1.Have you ever been in love- Yeah
2.Do you believe in love at first sight-not really
3.Do you currently have a crush- Yes
4.Have you ever been hurt emotionally- nope
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart-nope
6.Have you ever had your heart broken-nope
7.Have you ever liked someone but never told them -nope
8. are you afraid of commitment- nope
9.Who was the last person you hugged- my mum
10.who was the last person you said i love you to?-My mum

TEN THIS OR THAT

1.Love or Lust- Love
2.Hard liquor or Beer- Beer
3.Cats or dogs- Dogs
4.A few best friends or any regular friends- a few best friends
5.Creamy or crunchy- crunchy
6.pencil or pen- pen
7. Wild night out or romantic night in- romantic night in
8.Money or happiness- Happiness
9.Night or Day- Day
10.Im or phone- phone

TEN HAVE YOU EVER

1.Been caught sneaking out-nope
2.Seen a polar bear-yeah
3.Done something you regret- nope
4. Bungee jumped-nope
5.Eaten food that fell off the floor-nope
6.Finished an entire-jaw breaker-nope
7.Been caught naked- Yeah lol
8.Wanted an ex gf/bf back- nope
9.Cried because you lost a pet- yeah
10.Wanted to disappear-yeah

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER

1.Smile or eyes-smile
2.light or dark hair- dark
3.Hugs or kisses-hugs
4.Shorter or taller- shorter
5.Intelligience or attraction- intelligience
6.Topman or zara- zara
7.Funny or serious- funny
8.Older or younger- younger
9.Outgoing or quiet- outgoing
10.Sweet or bad- sweet

TEN HAVE YOUS

1.Ever performed in front of a large crowd-yeah
2.Ever talked on the phone for more then an hour- yeah
3.Ever tried walking on your hands- yeah lol
4.Ever been to a rock concert-nope
5.Ever been on a cheerleading team-nope
6.Ever been on a dancing team-nope
7.Ever been on a sports team-yeah
8.Ever been in a drama play/production-yeah
9.Ever owned a BMW,Mercedes benz, escalade,hummer or bentley-nope
10.Ever been in a rap video- nope

TEN LASTS

1.Last phone call you made-Isaac
2.Last person you hugged-my mum
3.Last person you hung out with-Nat lol
4.Last time you worked- never did
5.Last person you talked to -Nat
6.Last person you IM'D - none
7.Last person you texted-nat lol
8.Last person you went to the movies with- no1..
9.Last person/thing you missed- ***
10.Last website visited-facebook

TEN PEOPLE TO DO THIS

1.Thiyva
2.Yewkim
3.Ginny
4.Natalie
5.Yanyu
6.Joe eng
7.Mansura
8.Joyce
9.Jaslyn
10.Aloysius

well today's swimming training was a bit sian...swam 1km at one time and loads of laps...anyway i saw nat there so i talked to her a bit..

IF UR READING THIS, MY ROYAL HIGHNESS, DO RELAX HAHA.... ;)

night all and do tc

bryancwr

15/12/08

2008-12-15T11:35:00.006+08:00

Hello all.... actually nothing much is occuring here as i am writing this blog down with my so far from deft fingers haha....

well here is a quiz that im gonna do, was tagged by a friend and im gonna tag some people and pls try to answer honestly like how i am gonna do..

1) What is your full name?
Bryan Chong Wei Ren

2) Are you a male or female?
Male

3) Do you have any fears?
Well actually, im kinda afraid of ghosts and stuffs...lol ...slightly :x

4) Will you overcome these fears for the person you like/love?
Well i would try to for the sake but may not suceed... trying is better tho..

5) What were you doing 1 hour before this?
Checking my email haha

6) What are you doing now?
Im writing this post liao... ;)

7) Do you miss the person you like if you have one?
Yeah i kinda do...

8) List down your 4 favourite sports?
1) Swimming
2) Karate
3) Gym
4) Badminton

9) Have you ever injured yourself during trainings or competition?
Yes i have.. suffered some cramps and aches but fortunately, no torn ligaments or fractures :/

10) Name a friend who starts with B?
Brandon lol...

11) Describe in little detail about this person you like?
Well she is a very inspiring person, she is a very nice person and most importantly,i sincerely like her for what she is.

12) This is gonna be a silly question, would you die for this person?
Well i guess i would...

13) What if you find out this person you like hates you?
I'll feel kinda sad but still , i'll just leave her be..

14) Is the person you like the first serious crush you had?
Yep ... it's kinda strange...

15) Can you live a day without the computer or the psp?
Yes..psp yes..computer maybe not..but if left with no choice, i can..

16) Are you a busy person?
Not really actually...

17) Is there anything you wish to settle quickly or do?
Nothing actually, i just hope that i can get a little bit of chances to talk to her.

18) Name a friend of yours who studies alot?
Isaac lol...

19) Can you say ILY in more then three languages?
Yes

Tag 10 people :

well im tagging a few people here to take this quiz

1) Thiyva
2) Joyce
3) Miss Ginny
4) Yewkim
5) Mansura
6) Joe eng
7) Yanyu
8) Jaslyn
9) Aloysius

And everyone or anyone who reads this blog.... well there is nothing much going around here heh...im just a bit sian lolol...hope you guys are fine and do tc! cya ;)'

bryancwr

14/12/08

2008-12-14T11:24:00.002+08:00

haha bonjour guys ! well apparently i just happened to pass by a friend's blog. And i was kinda tagged to do this quiz so here it comes...hope you don't mind ;)

1) What is your full name?
Bryan Chong Wei Ren

2) Do you like your name?
Oh yes, you could say i love it haha, my friends sometimes like to call me Wei Ren lol.... But ahh well... ;)

3) How long have you liked this person you currently liked?
Err.... actually it has been over an year.. and i'll keep it going maybe till 2, 3 years? haha....No offence to some1 there...

4) Have you kissed anyone before?
Yeah..my parents ;)

5) Did you cry today?
Nope i didn't :X

6) What are you doing at 8am this morning?
8am? sigh..i was having swimming training sigh... ;)

7)What are you doing an hour ago?
Talking to a friend on msn.

8) What are you currently doing now?
Im doing this quiz aka blogging haha

9) Who last texted you a message?
Well that would be joe eng haha... ;)

10) Have you told anyone you love them today?
Yes i did....

11) Are you missing anyone right now?
OF COURSE! IT'S HER! SIGH...

12) Name somebody whose name starts with Z?
Zachery lol..

13) Which friend of yours stay nearby to you.
Err.... Aaron :X

14) Do you prefer call or sms?
Both haha ;) ... usually i sms but i like calling and chit-chatting heh.

15) Can you live a day without television or handphone?
Yep i can haha... in total solitude ;)

16) Are you mad about anything right now?
Nope im not.. im tired from swimming to be mad hehe ;)

17) Do you hate anybody?
Hmm actually... i kinda do...

18) Who do you usually send the most text in the month?
Actually i have no idea heh....

19) Who was the last person you talk to?
Err.... defintely not crystal... jk jk..

my mum..haha

Tagging those who viewed my blog haha.. go get a copy from yewkim, joyce or mansura's blog? ;)

haha oh well for the love part, i'll just take things easy as it goes.. but it's still nice to be friends haha... i'll update more hehe.... looking forward to aaron's return! ;)

do tc guys!

bryancwr

12/12/08

2008-12-12T22:27:00.006+08:00

hi all, im here to update haha..most of my recent days were usually spent by either playing some com/ or reading stuff and mainly, swimming! haha well yeah..today was a pretty alright day..i went for NPCC in the morning haha.... the sec3s ( 2009) are soo slacky haha... Me, Eugene, and Xin kai had to deal with them haiz....so after that..i received a sms from joe eng asking me if i wanted to go and play badminton with her, and friends.. i went very much..i felt kind of happy as it was really nice of her to ask me haha... oh well..so i went there by taking a 133 from a bus-stop near my house till lavender mrt.. so yeah..we met up and went to jalan besar cc... joe eng was late because of something so well yeah... i had a few games with Char, joyce and other ppl there while in between breaks, talked to Anthony and Dr Victor.. they are really nice ppl and it is my pleasure that i met people like them haha.. so yeah..hope joe eng and her family likes the chocolates i gave them as a little token of my appreciation haha.. =) <3 lol

and i kinda disturbed joyce by making her run while playing with her hehe.. i guess one of her friends will take revenge =/ ... hehe joyce, i was just playing with you..yeah nice talking and playing with you badminton...haha ;)

so yeah blabla... i was also wondering why yewkim wasn't there.. i would get thrashed by her badminton i guess..her skills and techniques are far superior compared to mine haha =)

anyway she had an appointment so yeah....

okay i guess i shouldn't sing too much praises of her haha but yeah, i heard you were formidable haha... don't ask me who or where haha.. its just a little compliment heh

okay fine..i really enjoyed myself during the badminton games and i truly thank them for inviting me and look forward to the future ones! do tc and i gotta sleep...cya guys... you do tc too! ;)

bryancwr

9/12/08

2008-12-09T09:45:00.009+08:00

ahhh..... this has been a while since my last post... sorry about that sigh... well my previous post showed about me saying all those stuff to my " desired" girl... like someone said.. oh well i was rather looking forward to the 7/12/08 party as i would get to see her again..i had a cold long hard training in the morning leaving me rather tired but when i went for the party.. to the girl who knows..if you are reading this...take no offence to what i may say..thanks anyway..

but well yeah , when i saw her there..i was intensified! she was like so pretty lol.... you could say i was literally " blinded by her" haha .. oh well i passed her the present which took me a while to get ready and i took some photos with her and stuff... sigh but i guess she doesn't like me but oh well.. yeah, it's better to love then be loved as well as to give then to receive :)

well but i must say that i will never ever regret liking her because she is just soo sweet.. haha and im sorry to her..but well , i think it's better for us to be friends as i doubt she likes me...haha she's too good for me,yeah! :0

but then, to add on to what i have actually said earlier, this is the very first time i had a serious crush whom was her so i certainly treasured her dearly and tried my best to be nice and stuffs yeah.. Usually, alot of people believe in many relationships but for me, i don't ... i believe that relationships should be strong and long-lasting never to be wained away just by the mere time.. i know that my definition of love may not be so good as im still considered a child and not a full fledged adult.. i guess this is the common perception shared by parents whom their child are already engaged in BGR at young ages and as they are " immature" , they actually end up getting hurt or getting distracted taking a toll on their studies ... im truly in no position to judge this as i have no standing or whatsoever but these parents may agree with me..but you can just ignore this..thanks... I guess i just gotta study now first haha ;)

anyway guys... that's about it..do tc and cya around! but i had a fun time at the party :)

hmmm ... actually i would like to say this...i have a friend who has a guy liking her but she doesn't but yet he still persists to her annoyance so she deletes his number, blocks him and kinda ignores him..i feel kinda sorry for him as they are not even friends so im very very glad to be friends with her haha .. :) ...

well but i MUST SAY THIS AGAIN! I NEVER REGRETTED LIKING HER AND I HOPE SHE WON'T BLOCK ME OR ANYTHING >.<

so i guess i'll keep away from liking any other girls for now haha as im kinda afraid of getting hurt again.. but i really really must thank her... she kind of " inspired me" ! hmm i shall elaborate on this to give her due credit! hmm she helped me to improve my swimming...i used to be soo slacky in it...but after meeting her..waa i literally "sped off" from endurance to pre-competitive and now competitive and i must yearn to go to the R&W1 =) haha and she helped me motivate me in my studies even though she did not utter a word but still ,she kinda gave me some words of encouragement here and there... tyvm! ;)

Thanks to her, i got top in the level for combined science with a score of 89.0 ( A1) and i secured the first position in my class with her again!!!! haha let's hope i can strive on to do all these with her support.... haha i guess im singing praises of her but IT'S TRUE!!! i still can't forget her smile...gaaaahhh.... and to her if ur reading this... no offence or malice serious..it's my first serious serious crush and it has benefited me alot in some kinda small way haha..i just hope you will understand and let us be friends :)

but seriously.. i won't forget you as u are the greatest thing that happened to me...i got to know you... that's the best thing ever! but we should talk a bit more leh.... i kinda like talking to you as a friend.... sigh, i used to be problem-matic but no more :)

sigh... let's remain as friends...a painful decision but if you want it this way.. so be it..i respect your decision and always will! and i will always support you all the way no matter where, when, or what! i WILL! :)

do tc guys..

and one more thing...i think i should study hard so i can do something to make a difference in the deaf people's lives.. yeah...i just feel kinda guilty especially .... ahh nvm..... actually, being a volunteer to help them like what some people are doing and what yewkim wants to be. or might want to be... applause for her haha.... its great to be willing to help people... we must prove to people that we are able to fend for ourselves in this world...we can do it man! we are just like normal people... a pair of eyes..physical attributes, what-nots.. no difference lol..its just that we can't hear as well / can't hear..... that is truly nothing at all! This are all physical defects..but what is within us , our soul , our mind , our passion is all like a normal person.... unless ur crazy then fine :)

I'm sure we all can do it... but i have no malice against the normal people as we are all humans, we are made of flesh and blood and man is equal so treat everyone kindly! :)

that's all..i won't say too much haha...

do tc guys and night! :))

bryancwr

22/11/08

2008-11-22T20:35:00.004+08:00

hello..sorry guys that i have not been posting stuff and updating..

well i have been fine...i hope you guys are fine too..

Things are the same still just that i really miss her and im thinking of telling her soon..

ich liebe dich

wo ai ni

eu te amo

jag älskar dig

haha oh well...i seriously love her lots...and if shes reading this...pls let me express my love and care, concern for u.... i want you to be happy!

thats all...night guys..hope u all are well and happy...tc

bryancwr

12/11/08

2008-11-12T14:32:00.003+08:00

hi..just today's post..miss her..

well here is a quiz i just saw on my friend's blog and im just doing it for fun...haha

FOUR NAMES YOU GO BY.

1.Bryan
2.Bryan Chong
3.BC
4.nil

FOUR SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD.

1. Bryancwr
2.Bryan
3.BC
4. Proman

FOUR PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF.

1.Eyes
2.Face
3.Heart
4.Veins

FOUR PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF

1. My attitude
2. Moles...( guess i ought to appreciate them)
3. nil
4.nil

FOUR PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE.

1. English
2. Kind hearted
3. IDK
4.IDK

FOUR THINGS THAT SCARE ME.

1. Ghosts...(lol)
2. Failing exams
3.Close relatives dying
4. nil

FOUR OF EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS

1.Water + Food
2.Hearing- aid... (sheesh)
3. Spectacles
4. Handphone+ Comp...wallet..

FOUR THINGS YOU ARE WEARING NOW.

1. Spectacles
2. Clothes
3.HA
4. nil

FOUR OF YOUR FAVOURITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTES

1. Pibe [inspirational group :) ]
2. worshippers of god
3.nil
4.nil

FOUR OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS9RIGHT NOW)

1. fanfare(some game lyrics)
2. some random songs haha
3.nil
4.nil

TWO TRUTHS AND LIES, IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER

1. I am gay( Lie)
2. I seriously am in love with this girl(truth)
3. I am top in class and in level for comb science ( truth)
4. I love flirting ( Lie)

FOUR PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU.

1. BEAUTY? beauty is in the eye of the beholder :)
2. Heart? sigh...
3. Thoughts?
4. Eyes?

FOUR OF YOUFAVOURITE HOBBIES

1. Sports( Swimming, Karate, gym...) =))
2.Exercise
3. Going out with friends both old, and new.
4. Playing some games.

FOUR THINGS YOU REALLY WANT TO DO BADLY RIGHT NOW.

1. Tell the girl i like how much i love her ( but im afraid to... )
2. Train up... to build up myself :) and exercise..
3. complete holiday hw and study a bit heh..
4. Play some games

FOUR CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED

1. Psychologist
2. Work in the HR field
3. Be a volunteer
4. Get a masters or so , and we'll see :)

FOUR PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION

1. Japan(love the food)
2. Australia
3. Maldives
4. USA

FOUR NAMES YOU LIKE.

1.Anything the girl i like calls me... (not bad names pls)
2. Bryancwr
3. Bryan
4. Wei Ren( haha)

FOUR THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE.

1.Achieve my dreams and goals.
2. Have a happy family
3. at least tell the girl my feelings, if im gonna die young ;X
4. Make a mark in someone's life

FOUR WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL.

1. erm... i play as a female avatars in some games for fun lol.
2. well when i act as one for fun haha.
3.nil
4.nil

FOUR WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY.

1. I have the physical features of a boy.. lolol
2. I love doing exercises, sports.
3. I am from a all-boys school... haha
4. I was born a boy and will stay that way... ;)

TEN PEOPLE YOU ARE TAGGING TO DO THIS QUIZ

1.mansura
2.nil
3.nil
4.nil
5.nil
6.nil
7.nil
8.nil
9.nil
10.nil

haiz oh well!! thats about it yeah.. back to this girl..i really still love her! haha...

tc guys!

bryancwr

10/11/08

2008-11-10T23:15:00.002+08:00

hello all.... well today was a pretty okay day...i made plans for the hols and stuffs..did some hw..sorry this post is gonna b short but well.... this is gonna be abt the girl i like..seriously, she is the first girl i have loved so deeply....ill do my utmost best within reason to help her when needed and all that..i sincerely love her alot!! haiz.... im seriously thinking of telling her my feelings.... i hope she won't get angry at me... seriously..i hope she would just be happy like how i want her to be..and if u know who u are, the girl i love so much but refuses to acknowledge it... think abt it.. life is short and live it to the fullest whenever u can! Pls stay happy! if only,the girl i like/ love could be happy with me...then man , that's the best in the world since the dawn of man as my second half would be with me =)) .... oh lord plss....

readers out there... pls wish me all the best....and im SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY going to tell her soon..mark my words.... i must let it out....its been in my heart for over 1 year alr.... i also think she is aware of it but is indifferent...that hurts!!

Remb guys... the opposite of love is not hate....its indifference! When u love a person....u have this passion to make this person happy and to spend time with her....when u hate a person....u simply want to do something to him/her..this two are feelings.... Indifference however ain't a feeling so that actually hurts me alot! i really really want you to be happy miss **** ** ..... seriously... I REALLY LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!

do tc out there guys..and i hope i can get a chance to love her and shower concern! night! ;)

bryancwr

8/10/08

2008-11-08T21:43:00.003+08:00

Hello all! im back from riau islands in indonesia... it was a lovely trip!! on 5/10/08 we went there... it was a 2 hours journey from batam..haha .... and then... we met mitch and selena there..they were the friends of the owners... wow they were nice people... we went the the resort located on an isolate area..it was like a resort in a kelong style.... we had a briefing...had lunch... then we took an 20 min boat ride to sugi village..we went to the school to paint... then we saw the children..wow what a simple life they had.... no stress, nothing..it was an improvished place... and during the long boat rides...i was thinking about her leh! haha... i seriously miss her and now i still do and im planning to tell her my feelings soon..haha we also taught english at the local schools on the second day 6/10/08... we were well received by the kids... the village was on a kelong... we then had lunch there... then we went back to the resort and did fun stuff... we all jumped off a platform whicH was lIKE 5M+ above sea level. haha it was quite fun after all the hard work... we had fun with Mr Ang, Mr Kevin and Mr LTH heh.. oh well.... then it was time to sleep...the night there is breezy.... and the water is cold and 6PM indo time ( 7PM Sg ) is like 11PM in sg lol.. ahah oh well... it was rather worthwhile trip to see more of the real world.... i feel much happier and heartened... im motivated to do well for my studies and stuff..and im really really thinking of telling the girl about my feelings..well i gotta sleep as i gotta wake up early for tmr's early training at APSC...maybe i might see thiyva there heh... i l0v3 her and always will! sigh... i want her to be happy...okok tc guys ... hope u are fine and everything... do tc!!! cya!

bryancwr

3/11/08

2008-11-03T23:02:00.002+08:00

well i talked to a few ppl today heh...went to gym earlier today..arms ache a bit...but now its ok hehe....well nth much..just gonna go indo soon from 5-7 nov to help the villagers...yeah and i do miss her!!haha i hope she's fine along with everyone! i l0ve her!! night

bryancwr

30/10/08

2008-10-30T23:09:00.003+08:00

hello...today i went swimming...it was quite tiring liao and i actually injured my right knee by knocking myself....ouch.. =/

well sorry that this post will be short.... but i sincerely and seriously hope that everyone reading this is safe and sound and happy =)

And yeah..i do miss her... :X

well actually..i must train hard and also do my best in everything or try for the least...i sincerely hope to meet old friends soon :)

and i also pray for my friends taking their 'O' Levels this year..all the best to them!

I MISS HER!! HAHA YEAH, GONNA SEE NAT TMR LOLS ;)

but she ain' the girl i miss...haha :)

bryancwr

30/10/08

2008-10-30T13:51:00.005+08:00

"B" and "C" division of S.A.S above..im in extreme right next to zac lim :D

haha well it was quite fun during the swimming finals lol...here am i talking before the inter-class 50M Free lols..

LOL -.-

Well after the class-relay....next event... inter-house relay... lol some1 kenna scolding or what? haha lol stoners?

30/10/08

2008-10-30T13:44:00.004+08:00

This is me during the 100M Breast...haha :)

Before race..i was stoning and thinking of her? haha

Well here are we preparing for the race of 100M Breast.. lol O.O

29/10/08

2008-10-29T23:21:00.003+08:00

lol sian...i miss her soo much...oh welll...will w8 for her.. here are some pics ..this is me preparing for 100M Breast..

well thats about it as i have to sleep...sorry guys..will post more tmr hehe..and yes, i hope everything is going well for u guys/girls lol...i kind of miss talking to her..hope to see her soon..

I l0v3 h3r !!

bryancwr

28/10/08

2008-10-28T22:54:00.001+08:00

LOL it's rather late and im writing this...well actually....it was a okay day for me at school hehe...i went home....did stuffs..sian sian....thinking abt this girl as always lol...then i went for swimming training....ouch! i actually got a cramp and some of us kenna scolding for not meeting our timings for the split lap practices lol :(

oh well i gotta sleep....i hope everyone reading this is well and alright..may everything go well for u.. im still thinking abt the girl i like al0t or l0ve!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

do tc!! i l0v3 her!!!!!!!!!

bryancwr

27/10/08

2008-10-27T22:37:00.002+08:00

well , its pretty late as im writing this..well tmr i have to wake up at 7AM tmr lols as i have to go to sch for holiday lessons....haha oh well it should be fine ..will see isaac, and the rest lols...and yes, i do still miss the girl alot!! i seriously wonder if i should ever ever confess to her or tell her??this question has been in my mind as im afraid i may scare her tho i really like her alot and is willing to do things for her within reason and my ability..haiz i just love her so!well as the days pass by, i really hope to meet her soon yippee..cos i do miss her like i said in the other posts! well today i did not do much except spend some time doing work and having tutition lols... and also...some time was spent thinking abt her...ohhh....how much i miss her!i hope sch tmr would be fun heh! I really hope to seee her soooon! and to my avid readers or whoever, i hope things are going well for u as usual :)

remb this saying : no1 can help u if u won't help urself!

it applies to many people in various aspects of their lives...i will elaborate more abt this in a later blog so yeah..i ohpe u are enjoying whatever u are doing...and i love that girl forever!!!!!

i hope she is happy and will always stay that way!!!!!!!!!!! :)

i love you alot **** ****** !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha oh well...that's her name but in the blocked form hehe..do tc

bryancwr l0ves her!

26/10/08

2008-10-26T22:34:00.002+08:00

Hello... it is 10.40PM and im writing this, yeah! well actually, today's centralised training was rather tiring lol...a bit haha..jeremy wasn't there lol..i guess he slept in...saw the rest of RWTs there lol..well basically, i woke up at 6.15AM in the morning lols...i had 2 soft boiled eggs, ham sandwich and a small cup of milo then i headed off to APSC @ Farrer... i saw Andy and eddy... we , competitive swimmers were then called to a part of the pool by mr Ang Peng Siong...we did some warm-ups and then , we headed off to the pool to train! we trained rather long and hard for like 2 hours... Zhou JL was there but Jin JL wasn't there... it wasn't like i misssed her fierce face lol..haha kidding...well then i washed up and went home...basically, i stayed at home the whole day .... thinking abt her and chatting with friends like andre and so on..i really miss her!!Oh, as the days goes by..i miss her even more!!! haiz... anyway...to all readers...hope you are good! and to the girl i like, if ur reading this, pls know that i will always be there for you , no matter where, when or what. :)

sorry sorry..lets not get carried away =P

well ok...i hope to upload pics from my Sch swim finals soon heh... thanks to Nic yeo =)

he's a nice guy and i prolly will see him in sch for holiday lessons heh. oh well i guess i gotta sleep soon..and ill have tutition tmr lols...let's see Mark's reaction to my B3 for E maths and top in level for comb science heh.. to all readers..night and i hope u are having it easy..even if u aren't...be strong and strive on!

And i will l0v3 the girl f0r3vr and ev3r!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

25/10/08

2008-10-25T20:26:00.004+08:00

Hello everybody!!! im writing this today..today is the 25/10/08 which also falls on one of my good friend Mary's birthday lols....i wrote her a comment on friendster wishing her happy birthday and so on...hope she does have one! :P

well yeah today was nothing much...i just played games with andre :) and talked to shrim lol..strange....i haven't seen thiyva around.....her friendster seems to have been deleted and her hasn't been online on msn..i hope she's alright or she is blocking me lol...i hope not :/

well then, i also talked to faith today in the afternoon over msn...lol ..she gave me some advice...yeh we talked a bit..and then i spent some time watching youtube videos .... there were rather comical ones tickling my funny bone heh.....so then i had dinner and i hope to meet the girl i like really soon cos i miss her more and more as these days go by....she' missing in my life...

"absence makes the heart grow fonder" (L) 0v3 !!! oh well tmr there is centralised training at APSC .....from like 6.50 to 9plus in the early morning lol... lets hope i can have fun with andy,eddy ,ryan and the rest lol.... and i saw natalie yesterday haha! lol she's funny and cute...oh well... :) gotta wake up at 6.10AM lol :/

Tmr i will train hard and i really hope to meet this girl i really like.... ohhhhhhh please...any1 has any advice for me? and thiyva, if ur reading this...i hope ur well....and to all avid readers out there, i pray you will be able to take things in your stride and may everything go along your way hehe..... i hope to go out with her soon or maybe chill with friends heh...next week, there is holiday classes for the 3E and 3NA 2008 lols..... hope it benefits us lolol.... and i hope i can remain healthy in order to actually see the girl i like again!!! haha i just love her s000000000 much!!! do tc guys! :)

P.S i pray for everyone out there to be safe and happy....including her too of course lol ;)

bryancwr

hi

2008-10-24T23:58:00.001+08:00

hi..im jus writing this quickly.....everything went ok la..went for npcc...went for swimming...realised i got to train harder...i love this girl forever!! =)

tc to all reading this...will update more.. :)

bryancwr

tsk..im terrible

2008-10-23T22:03:00.002+08:00

i flared up today for no reason..oh nvm...i guess i need to exercise self-control as im being torn between 2 sides..sorry..sorry...i gotta pray...my overall results were ok ok la....i really miss the girl i like terribly!!!Alot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:( but she refuses to acknowledge it or doesn't know.oh well....i really like her soo much..more like love her.......................................................ILY for life..

bryancwr

Yay

2008-10-21T23:53:00.002+08:00

yay!! im writing this with a tinge of happiness lol... today was quite a eventful day..i took part in 5 events today... for my swimming finals and got 4 medals..lol....3 silver , 1 bronze..not too bad heh....and also i managed to settle my bazaar stuff which i had to do haiz... oh well i created a new msn acc...and the fun event was the 4X50M Freestyle Relay for the inter-house 'B' Division , i was in it with Jim, eugene and isaac ... well jim was the first swimmer.. he gave us a good lead... i went 2nd, plunged in swiftly....gave a rather good start....eugene went 3rd and maintained speed....isaac went last and really sped off but somehow we got second haha.... Our house owns! lol.... anyway this is short as i have to sleep... i hope everyone reading this would be fine..take care do... =)

Well my 4 medals on the right lol... ----)

a bit worried..

2008-10-20T20:20:00.004+08:00

Well hello... the AEM today was not bad... sorted out stuffs with manu and justin.. lol our presentation went well thanks to yewkim....i owe her one lol.. and anyway Mok disturbed Peng kwan liao tho he was nice to help us too! oh well.... I kenna accused by the female lecturer....dunno how old...maybe like 30+ ..well it was like this... manu passed her our business plan and i happened to face the opposite direction in a corner to tuck in my shirt. i tuck my shirt by zipping dwn pants and putting it nicely and so on so it won't be crumpled...wow embarrasing... then i think she posed a question and wow, i turned to respond....didn't think...oops....my shirt was tucked out and my pants was kinda down...didn't look nice but nothing could be seen..she was like gonna to report me to the teacher...as if i want to show off! i just reasoned and things got sorted out..let me off tsk....lol people these days are very defensive i guess , i understand..carelessness on my part... haiz..oh well nvm its over!!! Tmr is my swimming finals for 50M Breast , 100M breast and 50 Free...im a lil nervous lol....yewkim told me not to be nervous so i shouldn't.... anyway a few friends wished me all the best! thanks russ, kirsten ,and the rest lol... okay i got to go now! i'll tell u the results of my meet tmr perhaps! look forward to seeing isaac and rest tmr hehw.. Jy Jy..hope i can do okay..for those reading this, please take care and take things in ur stride ok? tc tc!! i wanna win 2 golds for her tmr!! (L)

bryancwr

hihi

2008-10-19T22:57:00.002+08:00

well hi...i am writing this post now....well today was quite a fun day... i hung out with my friends siva and andre and kevin...all funny one liao....anyway today i went out to j8....bought some stuff heh.... converse sneakers and a lovely shirt from there too...it was soo fun..had mee pok from a stall near old chang kee and it simply tasted so good!! lol... then i went home.... did stuffs... blabla... talked to thiyva a bit... and well u know... tmr i have a AEM course conducted at ngee ann poly but it is my second last day there liao..well i seriously hope i can get a certificate for this course as it may help in the near future lols.... haiz..i got a friend, joyce who's like so depressed over her results and stuff... haiz i do seriously hope , the Lord can help her renew her strength and help her make things better.... dear joyce,if ur reading this.... just try to take it easy tho the going is tough..it will get better, have faith..people are praying for u...

oh well i just edited my lit slides and did it properly...lets hope everyone has a good night and a good day tmr....do take care! and i still love that girl alot! (L)

bryancwr

=)

2008-10-19T10:57:00.003+08:00

Hello... hello... good morning! i was supposed to post this but i guess i had forgotten about it heh...So i hope things with everyone reading this is okay.... Well actually a few things happened yesterday 18/10/08..... i was swimming in the afternoon....trying to train a bit and get a bit of tan =)

and i met joel and uncle jim...i talked to them for a while and continued training a bit....it was 2.30Pm..i came up and had some lunch..... then i went off to the computer to do my Lit presentation which was pretty difficult to elaborate but nevertheless, the completed the job using the P-E-C format Mr SJJ taught us =))...

and yeah, nightfall came.... i saw natalie, kirsten, grace and the rest of the girls and a few friends hanging out near my house....near the Bbq pit..there must have been a event but i ddin't want to go lols as i would be teased about Nat as i used to like her for 4 years till i found someone better recently and im still trying to pursue her a bit :))

so i just continue doing my stuffs... hope Nat did pretty ok for her EOYs as she fared badly for her Ca2 otherwise her mum would kill her :X

oh well..... actually yeah..i talked to Mary in the night... wow, it was really sweet and nice to talk to her =)

what's more , she was rather happy for me and wished me luck on the girl i liked... haha Thank you mary! =) anyway... i have to go out and buy some stuffs..... hehe ill be back later and maybe ill upload my blog again later...

Still thinking abt the girl always! Do take care guys!

As far as i can remember, i always will see your smile =)

Bryancwr

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2008-10-17T22:35:00.004+08:00

well hello iam back here...again... today school was okay .... got to find out my overall results for whole year.. and stuffs ... i managed to get all subjects above B3 and my comb science and humans to A1 yay! and i secured the 1st position of my class w00t!! =) lol

well after that the class did CIP at pp which was to collect newspaper and stuffs...was quite fun actually heh... i was with Mrs Yeo( my chem teacher) ...talked to her about JC and Poly and so on. I realised she was very caring and so on... wow she owns haha! then me and the class slacked a bit...

And then 13.30PM came... we were about to go home but i headed off to the canteen as i needed to eat lunch as i had to go to BHSS for NPCC lol...i ate and i felt a bit unwell due to my past trainings.....i went on the bus with my fellow squadmates and my CI and a teacher. We reached BHSS and i was in awe as the school was rather nice and spacious haha.... it had a field (a huge one) and some courts... This was the very school which some of my friends came from..

i went there...did stuffs.. then it was over... i went home.... i saw my email...and wow! a friend of mine yewkim had actually spent some effort to help me with my powerpoint presentation... thanks alot yewkim =))

and yeah..now i am here writing this.... im a bit worried for my upcoming swimming finals which i would be participating in... for 3 events... namely 50M and 100M Breast and 50M Free....i hope i can do okay!! To this girl i still love always! , i may not see u physically, but spiritually, i always will! =)

and wow jon,reuben and whoever who want to create a banner for me and support me during the event is really really nice nice yay!

and P.S : i am really happy that i got exactly 75( A1) for comb humans as i did badly for it in CA2 as i was accused of cheating tho im already acquited now but it was a costly mistake and it took a toll on my results :( making me feel lousy...but im happy for jon that he got 3rd in class lol yay shrimphy! and for my good friends isaac, siva and anthony who made it to 4E =)

and the legendary shameer who got same L1R5 as me but had a higher % so his level position beat me heh! i guess i gotta learn from this jovial guy lol..yeah me ,him and anthony take Lit together =)

and to those who have done badly, please try your best...never give up no matter what...... don't let a setback take u down.... theres this saying " Failure is the mother to success"

And those, any of my friends who were to need help... i will certainly try my utmost to help them :)

no worries!

bryancwr

Well i will update my blog more often

2008-10-16T14:03:00.003+08:00

Hello hello.... Lol ever since i entered compeitive swimming at APSC...life and training has not been rather easy... i have to train hard under my good coach ,Zhou Xiangyi and Ang Peng Siong. These are the people who have the passion for swimming and i must strive on to do better..

Last night on 15/10/08 ... Zhou Jl .... called us up after our 2hrs and 20 mins training..... at 8.50 to talk to us...

He talked and talked in fluent mandarin saying how we were slacky and did not really push ourselves during the speed laps and the 20x 100m Freestyle swim..we listened... we thought hard...i also did the same..

we had to improve as we were supposedly groomed to be for competition and the next big one would be the next season's APSC Annual Swimming championships or maybe Inter-School..

I must really improve my PB for my 50M and 100M Breast .... haha..maybe i could look up to the New-world holder Kosuke Kitajima.. who smashed the OR and WR in the Beijing Olympics 2008 to the honour of the Japanese :)) Arigato!! =))

well let's not get carried away... i have not attended karate trainings for a while due to my hectic schedule but i promise that i will attend it and maybe get my blk- belt haha next year :)

Oooooshhhhhhhhhhhhh! (karate greeting)

Iam going to get my Overall results for the whole year tmr along with my Class position ,Level position..i really hope they are doing fine.... no torrential marks please! haha today is the 17/10/08 and time really flies.... I really hope to get to go out with the girl i like... it's really a dream dream.... But dreams are sweet and can be lived! Pls let me live it :))

and i thank my friends for being supportive.... such as Mary (my loved one lol) :] , Isaac, Jon, Mike, yk , Carolyn, Anthony and Siva haha....seriously, i thank them too....and also to my supportive parents and teachers who have proficient and good support for me.. Thank You! Thank you!

and :)) currently.....

im attending a AEM for business and Entrepreurship essentials at Ngee Ann Poly! i hope i can pass it along with a grade of a B or A... hehe.... i hope for okay results tmr.... gotta pray hard! thank you heavenly father for being there for my spiritually along my tracks of life....sorry for my sins ..

The girl would always be etched in my mind... =) Yeah, you will always be there! hehe =))

!3{r}y@()

Well just back here

2008-10-16T13:55:00.003+08:00

hello hello... im back to this blog as i have been busy..there are alot of things that have happened so far..

many HI friends, some of them are apparently going a bit wayward.... My CA2 was rather screwed up lol for my combined humans.... Apparently,,, before the exam before the paper started..the paper was on my table..i went to wish the guy in front of me luck...my back was facing the teacher and she actually thought i attempted to cheat.. i was accused... the discpline master came up.. made noise...and i was indirectly affected...and it did very very badly for the paper even tho i put in rather long hours of work for that! i was lke soo angry as the teacher, supp my class Cl teacher tends to be paranoid and stuff so she probably misunderstood my intentions ..... all the other teachers dun believe as they know im not the sort..

why would i cheat for that subj? and the guy infront of me was a slacker...and im supp the best in the class and this is humans not maths or something... so oh well...what is past is past...

just forget it haha...

so then my marks for CA2 is okay...

and then i have actually developed a very strong love for this girl u know!
It is a kind of intense feeling i have never felt before that i yearn to excel in a few things.... with her in my mind and it has been possible so far..

for instance...

1) I entered competitive swimming
2) i could study well
3) i Can train hard

all this are benefits but actually suffer heart pain... as u know..she has a kind of special personality....and tends to be more introverted..i shouldn't say too much lest she sees this...
But to the girl out there, I love you and i always will!
Ur face brings a smile to me
And ur smile lights up my heart!
ILY Forever and Ever!

!3{r}y@()

sigh....i feel that my friend should be feeling happier not sian

2008-05-21T21:35:00.002+08:00

i have this friend of mine(not telling who!)
shes like feeling kind of pent-up and exasperated... there i am..but she won't say anything.... well..

i have to do something..i ain't gonna let my friends,everyone of them all be upset....

upset about friends or people bullying her or disturbing her..

to be honest , I myself have been through this kind of unecessary stuff which of course brings about pain and emotional hurt...

what i want is for this person to be happier...

and not care about all these people who don't know how to appreciate her for what she is..

well maybe she is fine lol lol.... but i jus hope this would never happen to any of my friends cos its not funny to be ostracized in any way or whatsoever....

sigh...

Well...

2008-05-21T21:26:00.000+08:00

you know what?

life is said to be sian...

but still you must continue on living for your loved ones or those who love you...

nothing much..just testing this...